Back Mother Loves Me
Chapters (61)
  1. Cover
  2. MOTHER LOVES ME
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Keep Reading …
  59. Acknowledgements
  60. About the Author
  61. About the Publisher

I didn’t have any time to waste, so I took a few sharp breaths and ran straight up the middle of the field, wincing at the pain in my feet.

Glancing back, I saw with horror that the bull had turned around and was staring at me. One hoof scuffed the ground. With a frantic gasp, terrified it was about to charge, I lunged forward and threw myself through the middle section of a different kind of fence, crying out as it electrocuted me. Needles of pain stabbed all over my hands and arms from where I’d made contact with the wire, reminding me of the time Mother had electrocuted herself changing a lightbulb.

I thudded to the ground and exhaled heavily. I was on the other side of the fence, safe from the bull. That was what mattered. I glanced back to see the bull nosing around in the grass, acting like I didn’t exist.

I scrambled to my feet and limped through the last field, relieved to find the stabbing pains in my arms and hands gone after a few seconds, and happy to see that this field held nothing but sheep and lambs, who all skittered away when I approached.

And there it was: a red-brick building. A very big house by the look of it. An expensive, well looked after house. A house that was completely different to the one I’d come from. Did that mean the owner would be completely different? Despite everything, hope flared in my chest. I was so tired, so in need of rest. My feet were in shreds and I could barely walk another step. I felt tears sting my eyes; this could be the end of it all. The pain and fear and danger could finally be over.

But I had to be careful. A shiny black car sat parked on a white, stony drive facing the front of the house. On the other side of the car was a big patch of grass with a white horse standing in the centre. The horse was watching me. Its musty smell wafted in my direction on the warm breeze. I’d seen pictures of horses, but in real life the animal took my breath away. There was something so strong and sturdy yet fine about its body that made me want to keep looking at it, but I couldn’t. I wondered if there ever would be a good time to take in all the things out here that I’d missed. I really hoped so. But more than that – more than anything – I wanted to see my parents.

My breath hitched as a series of sickening questions attacked – were they still alive? Would they remember me? What if they’d moved on with their lives and forgotten all about me?