Back Mother Loves Me
Chapters (61)
  1. Cover
  2. MOTHER LOVES ME
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Keep Reading …
  59. Acknowledgements
  60. About the Author
  61. About the Publisher

My heart calmed a little. I pushed damp strands of hair out of my eyes, pasting them to the sweaty hair on top of my head, and shielded my gaze from the sun. Up ahead, at the end of the next field stood a few buildings. I blinked several times, desperate to believe what I was seeing, to clear the stinging tears from my eyes. Was it a dream or was it real?

Emma jumped up and down pointing, ‘Look, Polly! Look!’

‘I know,’ I said, beaming down at her. It was real. A real, bricks and mortar farm. Just like the ones I’d read about.

Emma grinned at me and squealed. We ran over the mud ripples using the last dregs of our energy, the sun doing its best to slow us down and losing as we flew across the dirt, carried by hope and excitement, driven by need. Anticipation blasted away some of my concerns and I felt my face relax – we were going to find someone who could help us, help Patrick. Someone grown up and sensible and responsible and full of knowledge about what to do in a situation like this. They would call the police and the police would go to the cottage and they would find Patrick and he would still be alive and they would rush him to a hospital and the doctors at the hospital would save him, and then, when I had been reunited with my parents and Emma with hers, Emma and I would go and visit Patrick in the hospital and take him a present to thank him for helping us get away. And Mother would be locked up in a prison and I’d never have to see her ever again …

We slowed to a walk when we got within yards of the farm. There were three buildings in total. The first building was a small house with a low, tile-topped roof and pebbly walls that were an unhealthy off-white colour. We approached from the back of the house and entered an open patch of barren land upon which stood two other buildings and a big metal cage. There were two large, black dogs in the cage which immediately stood up and pressed their faces against the metal wire, baring their teeth and snarling. A third dog lay on the ground chomping on a huge bone. The dog was attached to the biggest outbuilding by a long, thick, metal chain. It was sturdy and muscular with a sloping face and white fur. It paid us no attention other than a couple of glances, too interested in its bone to bother with us. I couldn’t take my eyes off the dogs. They were fascinating. So real. So alive, so …

Emma hugged my side and shook her head. ‘I don’t like it here.’