Back Mother Loves Me
Chapters (61)
  1. Cover
  2. MOTHER LOVES ME
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Keep Reading …
  59. Acknowledgements
  60. About the Author
  61. About the Publisher

Emma looked up at me. ‘Oh. Is she a bad lady?’

‘Yes, but she can’t hurt us any more. We’re free. Everything will be OK now. Shall we go a little faster? Remember, Patrick needs us to find someone to help him.’

Emma nodded.

We picked up our pace, breaking into a half-run. The clouds drifted off the sun, which beat down on us, making sweat drip down our faces and backs, but we kept up the pace, Emma’s sweaty hand in my sweaty hand, which burned and throbbed from the bleach and my unhealed wound.

The dirt road seemed to go on for ever, as did the woods on either side. I considered branching off the road into the woods to look for a footpath of some kind that might lead us to a house or farm, but the woods looked dense and the fear of getting lost or coming across an evil, witchy woman like Hansel and Gretel did in the fairy tale prevented me from following that idea. Instead, I urged Emma to keep up our half-run and tried to ignore the pains in my thigh muscles. My body was not used to this sort of exercise. Emma seemed to be bearing up better than me.

‘Polly, can we sing a song?’ she said, smiling up at me.

I was panting now and my instinct was to say no but the keenness in her eyes stopped me.

‘Which one?’ I said, knowing that I did not know many songs.

‘Twinkle Twinkle Little Star,’ she said and she began to sing.

Mother had sung this song to me before bed when I was little. The thought was disturbing. Memories of Mother reading me bedtime stories drifted into my head and I crushed them, fighting the strange, sick feeling that accompanied the memories. Sometimes she had been so loving, such a good mother. It had been easy to believe her lies when I was younger, when I was her perfect little doll.

I joined in with Emma’s song and we ran hand in hand along the dirt road, Mother’s keys jangling in my free hand, my head aching from the light and my toes blistering from my loose slippers. I dropped the keys. I wouldn’t need them any more.