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Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. Title
  3. Dedication
  4. Time's Up
  5. Acknowledgments
  6. Prologue
  7. Part One
  8. 1. Amira Babir
  9. 2. Sorrow
  10. 3. Malik
  11. Part Two
  12. 4. Childhood
  13. 5. Nanny Karin
  14. 6. Friendship
  15. 7. Black Dream
  16. 8. The End of Childhood
  17. Part Three
  18. 9. Jihan
  19. 10. Good-Byes
  20. 11. Alone
  21. Part Four
  22. 12. Ali
  23. 13. Honeymoon
  24. 14. Marriage
  25. 15. Motherhood
  26. 16. Philippe
  27. 17. A Man in The Night
  28. Part Five
  29. 18. Fear
  30. 19. Remali Police
  31. 20. Morning Visitors
  32. 21. Prodigal’ Return
  33. 22. Escape
  34. 23. Brother Peter
  35. 24. M. Cheverny
  36. 25. Enemies
  37. 26. A New Woman
  38. Part Six
  39. 27. An All- American Boy
  40. 28. Genevieve
  41. 29. Carolyn
  42. 30. Incident In Toronto
  43. 31. Laila
  44. 32. Cameron
  45. 33. Mustafa
  46. 34. Ali
  47. 35. Karim
  48. 36. Travis
  49. 37. Evasion
  50. 38. Brad
  51. 39. Mirages
  52. Part Seven
  53. 40. Truth
  54. 41. Retribution
  55. 42. Redemption
  56. Epilogue
  57. About the Author

The next stop was the spice shop in the covered arcade. As Amira inhaled the heady bouquet of cumin and cinnamon and allspice and nutmeg and coriander, her aunt fired off her order: “Two hundred grams of allspice. Some hab hale (cardoman) and some dried mint. Make sure it’s good, mind you. None of that flavorless stuff with the bugs in it that you gave me last time.”

“I humbly beg your pardon, madam,” said the shopkeeper, Abu Tarek, with elaborate courtesy. “I assure you that will never happen again.” He turned and smiled at Amira, whom he’d known since she was a little girl, taking a liberty he would soon take no more.

Once served, the women moved on to Hafiz’s perfumery in the covered arcade. The air here was rich with essences and oils from Damascus and Teheran and Baghdad—ingredients old Hafiz could blend in a thousand and one combi- nations. His wife, Fadila, known for her skills in casting horoscopes and reading the stars (a talent that was strictly forbidden yet eagerly sought), often acted as adviser to the shop’s clientele; discreetly, she would suggest jasmine oil to please a beloved, or perhaps a rose fragrance to revive a husband’s waning ardor.

Aunt Najla ordered her usual gardenia and heliotrope blend. Though there was no beloved to savor it, the powerful fragrance did serve to signal her impending arrival in a room.

The last stop was the fabric store, where bolts of Damascene silk and Belgian lace were displayed in every color and hue. Here, too, Aunt Najla would be faithful to what she always wore: dark blue with occasional accents of white lace. No sooner had they entered the shop than the proprietor snapped his fingers, summoning one of the legion of small boys who ran errands for a piaster or two. Coffee was ordered, sweetened tea for Amira. As Aunt Najla settled into a deeply cushioned chair, the proprietor began, without being told, to unfurl bolt after bolt of navy blue fabric: silk, chiffon, crepe de chine, and taffeta, for linings that rustled.

Suddenly, Amira felt as if all the air had left the room. She tried to breathe deeply, but the feeling grew stronger, till she was forced to flee the tiny shop. Closing her eyes, she leaned against the stall, trying to imagine the dark, cool vastness of the desert at night. She stood there for a long time until Aunt Najla came outside and shook her shoulder. “What’s wrong, Niece? Is it your time of the month? That’s no excuse for acting peculiar, you know. A loving family will forgive you such nonsense, but a husband, well, a husband expects his home to be run in an orderly and normal fashion. Do you understand?”