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Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. Title
  3. Dedication
  4. Time's Up
  5. Acknowledgments
  6. Prologue
  7. Part One
  8. 1. Amira Babir
  9. 2. Sorrow
  10. 3. Malik
  11. Part Two
  12. 4. Childhood
  13. 5. Nanny Karin
  14. 6. Friendship
  15. 7. Black Dream
  16. 8. The End of Childhood
  17. Part Three
  18. 9. Jihan
  19. 10. Good-Byes
  20. 11. Alone
  21. Part Four
  22. 12. Ali
  23. 13. Honeymoon
  24. 14. Marriage
  25. 15. Motherhood
  26. 16. Philippe
  27. 17. A Man in The Night
  28. Part Five
  29. 18. Fear
  30. 19. Remali Police
  31. 20. Morning Visitors
  32. 21. Prodigal’ Return
  33. 22. Escape
  34. 23. Brother Peter
  35. 24. M. Cheverny
  36. 25. Enemies
  37. 26. A New Woman
  38. Part Six
  39. 27. An All- American Boy
  40. 28. Genevieve
  41. 29. Carolyn
  42. 30. Incident In Toronto
  43. 31. Laila
  44. 32. Cameron
  45. 33. Mustafa
  46. 34. Ali
  47. 35. Karim
  48. 36. Travis
  49. 37. Evasion
  50. 38. Brad
  51. 39. Mirages
  52. Part Seven
  53. 40. Truth
  54. 41. Retribution
  55. 42. Redemption
  56. Epilogue
  57. About the Author

He smiled again. “I’ve decided that I’ve got more luck than anyone needs. Either that or I don’t need luck. Things are going well for me, Little Sister. I wrote you that I’d moved up in the organization. I’ve moved up again since then. But I’ve made some deals on my own, too. Complicated stuff, no need to go into the details. I try not to conflict with my duty to dear old Onassis—not too flagrantly, at least. But I don’t think I’ll need to be with him much longer.” He paused. “Remember what I told you, Amira? If you ever need my help, I’ll be there.”

Amira nodded. She knew Malik meant what he said, but what kind of help would she need, living as she did, having so little to do with the outside world? “And you, Brother, will you be choosing a wife soon, someone to help you with Laila?”

“Not likely,” Malik said ruefully. “When it’s time to send Salima home, I’ll hire the best nanny money can buy for my daughter. But as for me, well, there’s no one woman in my life just now. Many more than one, to put it another way.”

Amira averted her eyes. It was one thing to know that Malik had loved Laila in that intimate way; it was quite another to imagine her brother with legions of faceless foreign women.

“Don’t worry about me, Little Sister. Life is good in France. It’s not like here. Oh, people are much alike everywhere. All the same, it’s freer there. Easier. You don’t have to worry every time you turn around whether you’re com- mitting a sin in someone’s eyes.” His mouth took a bitter little twist. “I think I’ve seen real sin. You have, too. You were there.” A long pause. “It’s a different thing to be a woman in France. Girls there can go to university, become what- ever they want. Professors. Lawyers. Doctors. Maybe … maybe you should come over sometime. If you stay here … well, look at Mother’s life.”

Amira had thought about it, daydreamed about it in a what-if sort of way. But to actually leave al-Remal … her imagination had not yet made that leap.

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Sleep was fitful as Amira awaited the sun. When, at last, it came, she dressed quickly and slipped out of the house. If her father knew what she was doing, he would be furious. But in her desolation, Amira didn’t weigh the risk. Everyone she cared for was gone, everyone except Malik, who would soon be leaving.

Wrapping her veil tightly around her, she walked the three miles to the mosque. Eyes cast downward, she searched.