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Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. Title
  3. Dedication
  4. Time's Up
  5. Acknowledgments
  6. Prologue
  7. Part One
  8. 1. Amira Babir
  9. 2. Sorrow
  10. 3. Malik
  11. Part Two
  12. 4. Childhood
  13. 5. Nanny Karin
  14. 6. Friendship
  15. 7. Black Dream
  16. 8. The End of Childhood
  17. Part Three
  18. 9. Jihan
  19. 10. Good-Byes
  20. 11. Alone
  21. Part Four
  22. 12. Ali
  23. 13. Honeymoon
  24. 14. Marriage
  25. 15. Motherhood
  26. 16. Philippe
  27. 17. A Man in The Night
  28. Part Five
  29. 18. Fear
  30. 19. Remali Police
  31. 20. Morning Visitors
  32. 21. Prodigal’ Return
  33. 22. Escape
  34. 23. Brother Peter
  35. 24. M. Cheverny
  36. 25. Enemies
  37. 26. A New Woman
  38. Part Six
  39. 27. An All- American Boy
  40. 28. Genevieve
  41. 29. Carolyn
  42. 30. Incident In Toronto
  43. 31. Laila
  44. 32. Cameron
  45. 33. Mustafa
  46. 34. Ali
  47. 35. Karim
  48. 36. Travis
  49. 37. Evasion
  50. 38. Brad
  51. 39. Mirages
  52. Part Seven
  53. 40. Truth
  54. 41. Retribution
  55. 42. Redemption
  56. Epilogue
  57. About the Author

Her mind wanders so, thought Amira. It was getting worse and worse. Yet, what was to be done? No one knew. Bahia was sure that her mistress was beset by jinn, and sometimes Amira herself wondered if there weren’t something to the ancient superstitions about these malevolent spirits.

Miss Vanderbeek, as worried as anyone, took a far different tack. There were doctors in Europe who treated illnesses of the mind, which was what this was. One of these specialists should be summoned regardless of the cost. Her explanation of the field of psychology sounded almost as fantastic to Amira as Bahia’s pronouncements about jinn, but anything was better than doing nothing. Just yesterday, Amira had taken the unprecedented step of bringing the suggestion to her father.

At first, Omar had bridled at the idea—or perhaps at his daughter’s presuming to advise him. “I’ve heard of this sort of thing,” he grumbled, drawing himself up. “Doesn’t it seem to you to go against God, who holds all our fates in His hands?” Then he slumped. “I don’t know. I’ve racked my brain and thought of a thousand things, none of them worth a grain of sand. Perhaps there is no harm in trying what you say. I’ll make inquiries.”

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“Let me brush your hair, Mother,” Amira said now, noticing that Jihan was tugging at the tangled strands.

“What? Yes, that would be nice. Thank you, Najla. I mean Amira.” Amira brushed out the knots, then neatly braided her mother’s hair. “There! Much bet- ter. Do you want the mirror?”

“No. I know you did well. Look.” Jihan opened her hand. “My father gave it to my mother. I don’t know why I’ve never shown it to you.” “Mother! It’s beautiful!”

It was a ring, a sapphire, almost midnight blue, set in gold.

“It’s like the night sky, isn’t it, little princess? Dark and deep. And see, there’s the star. Only one. Do you see?”

“Yes, it’s beautiful.”

“It’s for you. You’d have it anyway, of course.”

“Mother, what are you talking about? It’s yours. You keep it. Many years from now—”

“No. I’m setting the clock forward. It’s for you.”

Once Amira finally accepted the ring, albeit under protest, Jihan became almost cheerful. She bathed, put on fresh clothes, and allowed Amira to do her makeup. “Make me beautiful again,” she said with a little laugh. “You are beautiful, Mother.”

That night, waiting for sleep, Amira had hope for the first time in months that her mother had turned a corner. Still, she wished that Malik were here. She wondered if he had received her letter yet. She pictured him pacing, sleepless with worry, in an apartment in France. Had she been too alarmist? She would write him again tomorrow.

She woke in the night to find Jihan standing by the bed. “Mother? Is something wrong?”