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Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. Title
  3. Dedication
  4. Time's Up
  5. Acknowledgments
  6. Prologue
  7. Part One
  8. 1. Amira Babir
  9. 2. Sorrow
  10. 3. Malik
  11. Part Two
  12. 4. Childhood
  13. 5. Nanny Karin
  14. 6. Friendship
  15. 7. Black Dream
  16. 8. The End of Childhood
  17. Part Three
  18. 9. Jihan
  19. 10. Good-Byes
  20. 11. Alone
  21. Part Four
  22. 12. Ali
  23. 13. Honeymoon
  24. 14. Marriage
  25. 15. Motherhood
  26. 16. Philippe
  27. 17. A Man in The Night
  28. Part Five
  29. 18. Fear
  30. 19. Remali Police
  31. 20. Morning Visitors
  32. 21. Prodigal’ Return
  33. 22. Escape
  34. 23. Brother Peter
  35. 24. M. Cheverny
  36. 25. Enemies
  37. 26. A New Woman
  38. Part Six
  39. 27. An All- American Boy
  40. 28. Genevieve
  41. 29. Carolyn
  42. 30. Incident In Toronto
  43. 31. Laila
  44. 32. Cameron
  45. 33. Mustafa
  46. 34. Ali
  47. 35. Karim
  48. 36. Travis
  49. 37. Evasion
  50. 38. Brad
  51. 39. Mirages
  52. Part Seven
  53. 40. Truth
  54. 41. Retribution
  55. 42. Redemption
  56. Epilogue
  57. About the Author

“No, no, I wasn’t. It felt as if I were living in Texas rather than al-Remal. So, when I heard the Badir family was looking for a nanny who could also be a tutor …”

“You came here. And you’ll stay here forever—and we’ll all live happily ever after.” Nanny Karin did not answer. She simply stroked Amira’s hair and smiled her sad smile.

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“That’s why I wonder what she’s really like,” said Laila now. “Tell me.” “Well, she’s not like the other nannies.”

“Wait! Do I see a pillar of flame? A message from God?”

Amira laughed. “You know what I mean.” She wasn’t talking about Nanny Karin’s blond hair. Miss Vanderbeek was different in more important ways. Most of the nannies were poor women from countries like Yemen or Ethiopia; Bahia was from the Sudan. Most, like Bahia, had been slaves until, barely a year ago, the king had finally abolished slavery, at least technically. And most, again like Bahia—and like the great majority of women in al-Re- mal—were illiterate.

“Sometimes I don’t understand why she stays here,” Amira said. “She could be teaching at a university somewhere. The things she teaches me …” Amira reached for the words, trying to explain how Nanny Karin painted word pictures of the world outside of al-Remal, how she brought to life its colors and textures and smells. But seeing the impatience in Laila’s face, she settled for: “Do you know I read English almost as well as Malik?”

“Really?”

“Don’t tell anyone. Father wouldn’t like it if he knew.” “Ha! And Malik would be jealous.”

“And she’s teaching me arithmetic.” Saying this, Amira lowered her voice. “What do you mean? Two and two are four?”

“We did that when she first came. I’m learning percentages now.” “What on Earth for?” Laila looked genuinely surprised.

“Nanny says you never can tell when something will come in handy. She says that the schools they’re starting for girls are just a beginning. All they teach now is the Koran, but someday girls will learn just like boys.” “Amira! Isn’t that against the Koran itself ?”

“Nanny says it isn’t. She says that nothing in the Koran says girls should be ignorant. It’s like the gutwah, the veil. That’s not the Koran either. Some rich women started wearing it a long time ago to be fashionable, now every- one does it. But it’s not in the Koran.”

“Miss Vanderbeek told you all this?”

“Yes. But please don’t ever mention it, Laila. I know it sounds awful, but it really isn’t.”

“Don’t worry. Your and Miss Vanderbeek’s secrets are safe with me,” Laila said a bit petulantly. “But she’s not the only one who knows things. Did you hear about the village girl who drowned in the well?”