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Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. Title
  3. Dedication
  4. Time's Up
  5. Acknowledgments
  6. Prologue
  7. Part One
  8. 1. Amira Babir
  9. 2. Sorrow
  10. 3. Malik
  11. Part Two
  12. 4. Childhood
  13. 5. Nanny Karin
  14. 6. Friendship
  15. 7. Black Dream
  16. 8. The End of Childhood
  17. Part Three
  18. 9. Jihan
  19. 10. Good-Byes
  20. 11. Alone
  21. Part Four
  22. 12. Ali
  23. 13. Honeymoon
  24. 14. Marriage
  25. 15. Motherhood
  26. 16. Philippe
  27. 17. A Man in The Night
  28. Part Five
  29. 18. Fear
  30. 19. Remali Police
  31. 20. Morning Visitors
  32. 21. Prodigal’ Return
  33. 22. Escape
  34. 23. Brother Peter
  35. 24. M. Cheverny
  36. 25. Enemies
  37. 26. A New Woman
  38. Part Six
  39. 27. An All- American Boy
  40. 28. Genevieve
  41. 29. Carolyn
  42. 30. Incident In Toronto
  43. 31. Laila
  44. 32. Cameron
  45. 33. Mustafa
  46. 34. Ali
  47. 35. Karim
  48. 36. Travis
  49. 37. Evasion
  50. 38. Brad
  51. 39. Mirages
  52. Part Seven
  53. 40. Truth
  54. 41. Retribution
  55. 42. Redemption
  56. Epilogue
  57. About the Author

Jenna had to smile at “kid.” Boyle had become distinctly avuncular as they had come to know each other.

“I’m fine, Sam. Really—I’m okay.”

The funny thing was that it was almost true. Unlike most new prisoners, Jenna needed to learn the trick of living one day at a time. She had lived that way before, in the women’s quarters of the royal palace in al-Remal.

True, in the palace she and the other women had access to every physical luxury their whims might suggest, whereas here, luxury was an extra slice of bologna in the lunchtime sandwich. But psychologically, the similarity was remarkable: when it came right down to it, the women in the palace had been prisoners, too.

The jail, at least the women’s wing, wasn’t especially grim. Essentially a small dormitory, it wasn’t even crowded; Palm Springs was hardly a high- crime area. Most of the handful of inmates were single mothers who worked in minimum-wage jobs or survived on public assistance, very much like women Jenna had known at the free clinic in Boston. Their typical offense was shoplifting or writing bad checks. At first, they treated Jenna like a celebrity, even a heroine. A housemaid named Latronia Parrish broke the ice.

“You that princess shot her husband?’’ “Yes.”

“What you shoot him for?”

“He was trying to kill my brother.”

Latronia nodded, as if this were nothing out of the ordinary. “What’s it like bein’ a princess?”

They all wanted to hear. After lights out, nudged along by a dozen questions, she began the story of her life. It went on for several bedtimes. She began to feel like the girl of A Thousand and One Nights. The others wept when she described the events in al-Masagin, gasped in disbelief about Alexandria, cursed the beating that had hospitalized Amira. By the time it had all been told, the others treated her less as a celebrity and more with the respect due a survivor.

For all that, the loss of freedom was hard, and hardest of all was Jenna’s inability to go to her son. Every day, he was slipping farther away from her—she could feel it—and there was nothing she could do. She didn’t even know where he was. If only she could see him, talk with him, for just one moment. Wouldn’t a word, a touch be enough to make him remember, to change his heart? Sleeping on the hard prison cot, she dreamed that the jail’s steel bars were modeling clay, the kind she and Karim had played with when he was a little boy. She could bend them aside and slip through, back into the cozy apartment in Boston, back into the past. She hated waking to find that the dreams were only dreams.

It was during a visit from Toni that Jenna had an inspiration.