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Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. Title
  3. Dedication
  4. Time's Up
  5. Acknowledgments
  6. Prologue
  7. Part One
  8. 1. Amira Babir
  9. 2. Sorrow
  10. 3. Malik
  11. Part Two
  12. 4. Childhood
  13. 5. Nanny Karin
  14. 6. Friendship
  15. 7. Black Dream
  16. 8. The End of Childhood
  17. Part Three
  18. 9. Jihan
  19. 10. Good-Byes
  20. 11. Alone
  21. Part Four
  22. 12. Ali
  23. 13. Honeymoon
  24. 14. Marriage
  25. 15. Motherhood
  26. 16. Philippe
  27. 17. A Man in The Night
  28. Part Five
  29. 18. Fear
  30. 19. Remali Police
  31. 20. Morning Visitors
  32. 21. Prodigal’ Return
  33. 22. Escape
  34. 23. Brother Peter
  35. 24. M. Cheverny
  36. 25. Enemies
  37. 26. A New Woman
  38. Part Six
  39. 27. An All- American Boy
  40. 28. Genevieve
  41. 29. Carolyn
  42. 30. Incident In Toronto
  43. 31. Laila
  44. 32. Cameron
  45. 33. Mustafa
  46. 34. Ali
  47. 35. Karim
  48. 36. Travis
  49. 37. Evasion
  50. 38. Brad
  51. 39. Mirages
  52. Part Seven
  53. 40. Truth
  54. 41. Retribution
  55. 42. Redemption
  56. Epilogue
  57. About the Author

“Another push,” the midwife commanded, her hands pressing on Laila’s abdomen. Moments later, a head appeared, then shoulders, expertly guided by Um Salih. It was over. A tiny baby girl, wet and slippery, with a thatch of black hair and dark, almond-shaped eyes.

Just like Mama’s, Amira thought, caught up in the wonder of this new life, forgetting for just an instant the circumstances, wishing her mother could see the child. But that could not happen. The secret was too dangerous. Outside of this room, no one but Malik would ever know whose child this was. Um Salih cupped her hand over the baby’s mouth to keep her from crying, then handed her to Amira. As she’d been instructed to do, Amira slipped a ball of cotton into the tiny mouth, praying this precaution would cause no harm. She wrapped the infant in a blanket and placed her in Laila’s arms.

Laila held her child, fingers tracing the features of her face—the forehead, the tiny nose, the cleft chin, and delicate ears—as if to imprint the image of the baby she would never know. It was only a moment; it was all there could be.

At a signal from Um Salih, Amira gently took the baby back. She removed a small bundle from the midwife’s basket, and put the newborn in its place.

Quickly and skillfully, Um Salih delivered the afterbirth and cleaned the young mother.

“Save her, Amira. No matter what happens, you must save her.” Laila’s eyes were feverishly bright, her voice almost inaudible.

“I will,” Amira promised. “I will.” She held her friend in her arms, knowing that it would be for the last time. “Good-bye, Laila. Good-bye. God be with you.”

“Good-bye, Amira. Don’t forget.” “I’ll never forget you.”

Closing her eyes, Laila sank back on the straw, exhausted.

Um Salih unwrapped the bundle from her basket. It contained an infant, its skin purple-blue, dead since late that morning. Among the poor of wealthy al-Remal, death often followed closely on birth. For Um Salih, it was not difficult to find this lifeless baby boy. It had been born to her niece, and it took only a few small coins and a little persuasion to buy its body. The old woman wet the tiny corpse with water, then smeared it with blood from the afterbirth. Placing the baby beside Laila, she covered it with a white linen square. “Guard!” she called. Footsteps were heard approaching from far down the corridor. “My work is finished,” Um Salih told him. “The child is dead. Allah took him early.” She drew away the handkerchief.

The guard looked for only a moment. “Just as well,” he said, not unkindly.

Um Salih signaled Amira brusquely. “Bring my things, worthless.” “Yes, Aunt.”