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Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. Title
  3. Dedication
  4. Time's Up
  5. Acknowledgments
  6. Prologue
  7. Part One
  8. 1. Amira Babir
  9. 2. Sorrow
  10. 3. Malik
  11. Part Two
  12. 4. Childhood
  13. 5. Nanny Karin
  14. 6. Friendship
  15. 7. Black Dream
  16. 8. The End of Childhood
  17. Part Three
  18. 9. Jihan
  19. 10. Good-Byes
  20. 11. Alone
  21. Part Four
  22. 12. Ali
  23. 13. Honeymoon
  24. 14. Marriage
  25. 15. Motherhood
  26. 16. Philippe
  27. 17. A Man in The Night
  28. Part Five
  29. 18. Fear
  30. 19. Remali Police
  31. 20. Morning Visitors
  32. 21. Prodigal’ Return
  33. 22. Escape
  34. 23. Brother Peter
  35. 24. M. Cheverny
  36. 25. Enemies
  37. 26. A New Woman
  38. Part Six
  39. 27. An All- American Boy
  40. 28. Genevieve
  41. 29. Carolyn
  42. 30. Incident In Toronto
  43. 31. Laila
  44. 32. Cameron
  45. 33. Mustafa
  46. 34. Ali
  47. 35. Karim
  48. 36. Travis
  49. 37. Evasion
  50. 38. Brad
  51. 39. Mirages
  52. Part Seven
  53. 40. Truth
  54. 41. Retribution
  55. 42. Redemption
  56. Epilogue
  57. About the Author

With her recovery, the shielding veil of women gradually lifted. That was fine with Amira. She was ready for a little aloneness, a little privacy, and she was weary of the thing that hung in the air, unspoken but as pervasive as the stench of a snuffed candle, among her comforters: she was an object of pity to them.

After all, she was now barren, a female without purpose or future, a has-been at twenty-two. In a way, in the view of the other women, a part of her had died that night, and they reacted as people do to death, with secret gratitude that it had struck someone else.

Ali had not approached her sexually. She was not sure what she would do if he did. She might claim debility, or she might simply refuse and see how thick or thin was the veneer of kindness with which he had disguised him- self. But perhaps he would leave her alone for a long time, or even forever. Perhaps he sensed the revulsion his touch caused in her. Or perhaps he was himself repelled by her barrenness.

A few days ago, she had overheard Faiza commenting that Ali would, of course, take another wife. And of course, he would. No one would blame him; in fact, many would fault him if he did not.

Again, it didn’t matter. She was waiting for deliverance, nothing else, in whatever form it might take.

She sent for a driver to take her to the new house. In minutes, a servant told her the car was ready. That was one of the positives about the allegedly new Ali: she had freedom to come and go almost as she pleased.

In the few steps between the palace’s family entrance and the cocoon of the waiting Rolls, Amira felt the chill of the Remali winter. The temperature had dropped into the fifties; tonight, water might freeze. She hoped that the weather would moderate in time for Philippe’s arrival.

The driver, a large, fierce-looking man with a pockmarked face, hurried to help her. Amira knew that, like all his colleagues at the palace, he was an expert in defensive combat and the use of small arms, a variety of which nested near at hand under the front seat.

“God’s peace, Highness.” “God’s peace, Jabr.”

“Shall I turn up the heater?” “No, it’s perfect.”

As the luxurious car purred from the palace grounds into the unusually busy city streets, the big man suddenly asked with boyish excitement, “Has Your Highness seen the tents?”

“What tents?”

“Out toward the airport, Highness. The desert people have come in for the feast.”

“Show me,” she said on a whim.