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Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. Title
  3. Dedication
  4. Time's Up
  5. Acknowledgments
  6. Prologue
  7. Part One
  8. 1. Amira Babir
  9. 2. Sorrow
  10. 3. Malik
  11. Part Two
  12. 4. Childhood
  13. 5. Nanny Karin
  14. 6. Friendship
  15. 7. Black Dream
  16. 8. The End of Childhood
  17. Part Three
  18. 9. Jihan
  19. 10. Good-Byes
  20. 11. Alone
  21. Part Four
  22. 12. Ali
  23. 13. Honeymoon
  24. 14. Marriage
  25. 15. Motherhood
  26. 16. Philippe
  27. 17. A Man in The Night
  28. Part Five
  29. 18. Fear
  30. 19. Remali Police
  31. 20. Morning Visitors
  32. 21. Prodigal’ Return
  33. 22. Escape
  34. 23. Brother Peter
  35. 24. M. Cheverny
  36. 25. Enemies
  37. 26. A New Woman
  38. Part Six
  39. 27. An All- American Boy
  40. 28. Genevieve
  41. 29. Carolyn
  42. 30. Incident In Toronto
  43. 31. Laila
  44. 32. Cameron
  45. 33. Mustafa
  46. 34. Ali
  47. 35. Karim
  48. 36. Travis
  49. 37. Evasion
  50. 38. Brad
  51. 39. Mirages
  52. Part Seven
  53. 40. Truth
  54. 41. Retribution
  55. 42. Redemption
  56. Epilogue
  57. About the Author

“We would be poor, of course,” Philippe said with a smile, his hand closing over hers. “But speak for yourself. I’m only a country doctor who makes house calls, and who has to pay French taxes.”

Amira smiled back. She knew very well that the “house calls” he mentioned often started with a jet flight to Riyadh or Muscat or Amman. But what she was thinking about was what it would be like if she were away from Ali and every- thing he represented, if she were just a woman on holiday in Paris, meeting a man she adored at a Left Bank sidewalk cafe.

In the months since they’d first met, Amira had seen Philippe a half- dozen times, a few hours here and there in al-Remal and once at an embassy party in Paris. Yet, he’d been with her in dreams and fantasies. When her bed seemed lonely and cold, she imagined him as he was today, his blue Norman eyes twin- kling in the sunlight, the Parisian breeze pushing at his salt-and-pepper hair.

Is this what it’s like to love a man? Is this what caused Laila to risk her life, and then to lose it?

“What’s it like to be veiled?” Philippe asked, suddenly serious.

“I hate it. I’ve always hated it. At one time, I had become used to it, I suppose, but now it seems worse than ever.”

“I know you have no choice, but what’s the justification for the whole thing? I mean the religious reason.”

“Well, the mullahs say it’s mandated by the Koran, but my sister-in- law pointed out that the Koran admonishes both men and women to be modest, nothing more. Apparently, veiling began as a voluntary practice among upper-class women—to set them apart from the lower classes. Munira says that male-dominated societies used it to keep women separate and powerless.” She smiled tentatively because she wasn’t sure she believed everything Munira said. Philippe listened as carefully as if she were a colleague describing some important advance in medical science. It was typical of him. She remembered the way he’d listened to her that first night in al-Remal. Not that he refused to assume a mentor’s role where circumstances warranted it: he advised her which of her biology and psychology books were outdated or mere popularizations and sent her better ones. Once, when she complained of how dull she found chemistry, he reminded her of Freud’s own prediction that “the future belongs to the chemicals.” But in matters where her knowledge or insight was greater than his, he listened as if she were the teacher.