Back Mirage
Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. Title
  3. Dedication
  4. Time's Up
  5. Acknowledgments
  6. Prologue
  7. Part One
  8. 1. Amira Babir
  9. 2. Sorrow
  10. 3. Malik
  11. Part Two
  12. 4. Childhood
  13. 5. Nanny Karin
  14. 6. Friendship
  15. 7. Black Dream
  16. 8. The End of Childhood
  17. Part Three
  18. 9. Jihan
  19. 10. Good-Byes
  20. 11. Alone
  21. Part Four
  22. 12. Ali
  23. 13. Honeymoon
  24. 14. Marriage
  25. 15. Motherhood
  26. 16. Philippe
  27. 17. A Man in The Night
  28. Part Five
  29. 18. Fear
  30. 19. Remali Police
  31. 20. Morning Visitors
  32. 21. Prodigal’ Return
  33. 22. Escape
  34. 23. Brother Peter
  35. 24. M. Cheverny
  36. 25. Enemies
  37. 26. A New Woman
  38. Part Six
  39. 27. An All- American Boy
  40. 28. Genevieve
  41. 29. Carolyn
  42. 30. Incident In Toronto
  43. 31. Laila
  44. 32. Cameron
  45. 33. Mustafa
  46. 34. Ali
  47. 35. Karim
  48. 36. Travis
  49. 37. Evasion
  50. 38. Brad
  51. 39. Mirages
  52. Part Seven
  53. 40. Truth
  54. 41. Retribution
  55. 42. Redemption
  56. Epilogue
  57. About the Author

Jenna turned to find the host staring at her. “You lied,” he said. Then his pumpkin face broke into a grin. “Easy, doc! Don’t look so shocked. I mean you lied about being a virgin. If you’re new to this game, I’m Meryl freakin’ Streep.”

“I thought I messed up there at the end.”

“Are you kidding? You had them crying along with you out there. You’re a natural.”

Outside the booth, what seemed like the whole audience waited to descend on Jenna and Barry. Several had bought Jenna’s book on the spot—her agent had sent a dozen, just in case. The first to ask her to sign his copy was the man in golf clothes. The second was the college student.

As Jenna signed books and accepted compliments, she scanned the studio, still hoping. Still no Brad. But there, in a corner near the door, was a dark man, small of stature, lounging against the doorway. His posture was relaxed, casual but something about him was oddly familiar, something that made Jenna tense.

As if in response to her scrutiny, the man straightened up, brushed his sleeve, and walked out. Had she imagined the way he looked at her, the intensity of his gaze?

You’re losing it, she told herself. The quarrel with Brad has thrown you off balance. If you go on like this, you'll be needing treatment yourself.

When at last the crowd thinned, Barry approached Jenna.

“Can I buy you dinner, doc? There’s a terrific place on Commercial Street—” “I wish I could,’’ Jenna cut in, trying to sound regretful, though the last thing she wanted now was to deal with more of Barry’s questions. “But I’m so tired … and I have a very early day tomorrow.”

“Another time,” he said, not seeming too disappointed.

They exchanged professional small talk—an invitation to return, promises to keep in touch—then Jenna was free. But to do what?

Up until a year ago, she would have hurried home or to her office to lose herself in work. Then Brad came into her life—and she had someone to share her triumphs, her defeats, someone to touch and hold and yearn for.

Stop it, she told herself, you’re thinking as if he were gone. And he isn’t. He can’t be. To be alone now, after a taste of warmth and intimacy … that would be unbearable.

Once outside, she looked up and down the street but saw nothing suspicious, nothing out of the way. Just a bright sunny day and people going about their business. A cab pulling up almost directly in front of her.

With a heartfelt sigh, she stepped inside.

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