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Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. Title
  3. Dedication
  4. Time's Up
  5. Acknowledgments
  6. Prologue
  7. Part One
  8. 1. Amira Babir
  9. 2. Sorrow
  10. 3. Malik
  11. Part Two
  12. 4. Childhood
  13. 5. Nanny Karin
  14. 6. Friendship
  15. 7. Black Dream
  16. 8. The End of Childhood
  17. Part Three
  18. 9. Jihan
  19. 10. Good-Byes
  20. 11. Alone
  21. Part Four
  22. 12. Ali
  23. 13. Honeymoon
  24. 14. Marriage
  25. 15. Motherhood
  26. 16. Philippe
  27. 17. A Man in The Night
  28. Part Five
  29. 18. Fear
  30. 19. Remali Police
  31. 20. Morning Visitors
  32. 21. Prodigal’ Return
  33. 22. Escape
  34. 23. Brother Peter
  35. 24. M. Cheverny
  36. 25. Enemies
  37. 26. A New Woman
  38. Part Six
  39. 27. An All- American Boy
  40. 28. Genevieve
  41. 29. Carolyn
  42. 30. Incident In Toronto
  43. 31. Laila
  44. 32. Cameron
  45. 33. Mustafa
  46. 34. Ali
  47. 35. Karim
  48. 36. Travis
  49. 37. Evasion
  50. 38. Brad
  51. 39. Mirages
  52. Part Seven
  53. 40. Truth
  54. 41. Retribution
  55. 42. Redemption
  56. Epilogue
  57. About the Author

Lazy, languid days and long sleepy nights—these were the rhythms of Amira’s life in the palace. And how quickly she adapted to it—as if there had always been a masseuse to pamper and soothe her muscles, a fortune teller to entertain her with predictions and prognostications, a hair- dresser and cosmetician to carry out her daily beauty routines.

Life at home had been very comfortable, but this was beyond imaginable. It was, Amira decided, even decadent—a word she’d read but didn’t really understand until now. Any material thing she wanted was here. If it was lacking, all she had to do was ask, and it would be flown in. Food, clothing, electronic equipment, toys and amusements, they were all hers for the asking. When Ali went abroad, she went, too. She saw concerts, operas, and ballets, visiting all the legendary places she’d imagined as a young girl, enjoying the freedom of appearing unveiled. These trips were like a dream come true, yet when she returned to her luxurious cocoon in al-Remal, she often asked herself which was reality and which was the dream.

In the palace, she was rarely alone, but often lonely. The king’s various wives and concubines, their daughters and daughters-in-law, all these women were like a country within a country. Even Zeinab, who had a spacious villa of her own nearby, spent most of her days here.

At the heart of the women’s country was the queen, Faiza. It was she who had built the communal hammam, where Amira now reclined on a bench of marble. The room was large and airy with diamond-cut skylights, the walls covered with intricate mosaic tiles in jewel-like tones of blue and green. There were several tubs for bathing; along one wall, a battery of nozzles regularly released powerful bursts of steam. Throughout the day, an elaborate music system piped in the queen’s favorite “easy listening” music.

The hammam, Faiza often said, was an old custom worth keeping.

“Nonsense,” said Zeinab, who reclined on a neighboring bench; the hammam was simply another of Faiza’s devices for snooping and prying.

During the six months she’d been married, Amira had learned a great deal from Zeinab, who loved to chatter indiscriminately, and who was, even now, confirming the rumors of how her mother regulated the king’s philandering.

“Just watch,” Zeinab giggled, “and you’ll see. When my father becomes irritable, when he begins to lose his temper with no provocation at all, my mother says it’s a sign that he requires a new woman. So—that’s when she finds a new maid, someone young and pretty and virginal. She sends the young woman to the king’s bedroom on some pretext or other, and voila, all is well. When he becomes irritable again, she finds the maid a new position and sends another in her place. It’s brilliant, don’t you think?”