Chapters (48)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Dedication
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Books by Erin Jade Lange
- Back Ad
- About the Publisher
We laughed and waved goodbye to her and Sophia. I stayed in Dexter’s lap long enough to plant a kiss on his cheek, then returned to my chair. His bronze cheeks tinted with a blush.
Yep, still got it.
For a moment, I imagined all the colors of Dexter’s face fading to the translucent skin of a vampire, his sunny-blond hair and green eyes turning black. But even in my fantasy, it didn’t look right. He just wouldn’t be Dex without that golden glow. And even if I were tempted to turn him instead of letting the Elders send him away, it would be a blatant violation of the Treaty of Annis. I’d be in a whole new world of trouble, and the Elder Seat wouldn’t be so forgiving next time.
Dexter and I spent the next hour sitting as close as possible without actually sitting on each other’s laps, and after a while, my cheeks hurt from so much smiling. Like laughing until your belly ached, it was just one more way human happiness actually caused physical pain.
I realized with a start that I would actually miss that, the mortal ability to feel something so much it hurt, even when it felt good.
Dexter eventually headed home for dinner (and I think to check on Poe), and I stayed, sipping coffee, until the rest of the shop emptied out. I wanted to check on Reg too, but I sensed he needed some time alone. When all the customers were gone, and darkness began to fall, Lina collapsed into a chair across from me, propping her feet up on the oak barrel that passed for a table.
“Tired?” I asked, as if vampires could tire.
She sighed. “Exhaustion comes in many forms.”
“What will you do?” I asked. “When everything is done?”
“You mean when the good people of this village have had their minds violated, their homes stolen, and their futures forever changed?”
I shrank back in my chair, hiding my face behind my coffee mug. “Well, when you put it like that . . .”
“If you’re going to do a thing, you should be able to talk about the thing.”
“And if you feel so strongly about a thing, you should have tried to stop the thing.”
We stared at each other for a long moment, and finally, Lina looked away, shaking her head.
“You’re right.”
“So why aren’t you fighting it?” I asked. “I mean, not that I want you to—but I would understand. It’s just . . . me and Reg, we don’t have a choice. This is our one shot to get off death row.”
She smiled. “You have a funny way of talking about life, princess.”
“And you didn’t answer the question.”