Chapters (39)
- TITLE PAGE
- COPYRIGHT PAGE
- DEDICATION
- CONTENTS
- CHAPTER ONE
- CHAPTER TWO
- CHAPTER THREE
- CHAPTER FOUR
- CHAPTER FIVE
- CHAPTER SIX
- CHAPTER SEVEN
- CHAPTER EIGHT
- CHAPTER NINE
- CHAPTER TEN
- CHAPTER ELEVEN
- CHAPTER TWELVE
- CHAPTER THIRTEEN
- CHAPTER FOURTEEN
- CHAPTER FIFTEEN
- CHAPTER SIXTEEN
- CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
- CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
- CHAPTER NINETEEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY
- CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
- CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
- CHAPTER THIRTY
- CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
- CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
The girl puts her small hand on my shoulder and pats me. “I’m sorry about all of your lost memories and stuff. I think that really sucks. My name is Maree, like Mary with a y but with two e’s instead ’cause of Anne of Green Gables. Maybe you’ll remember me next time.”
The girl skips away, leaving me staring after her, wordless. I’m suddenly overheated and scratching the skin of my arms, hating this moment when the curtain is lifted enough for me to see that I’m nowhere near normal. So I write and write and write as much as I can to try and remember our interaction until another girl settles herself on the beanbag chair beside me.
When the bell rings for the end of school, I make sure my notes are complete, then stand and stretch—the beanbag is not the most comfortable chair for someone my height. I check my phone for my next steps before collecting my things. I give Kiko a wave. “See you later.”
She smiles and says in a voice laden with something I don’t understand, “See you tonight, Claire.”
CHAPTER TEN
CHAPTER TEN
Back inside the lobby of BTI, I am met with the murmurs and excited voices from the schoolkids who hang out there after school. The sounds relax me. Kids have that effect on me, despite the fact that they are unpredictable and changing. They quiet as soon as they see me, and I try to suppress a grin. There’s a long-standing difference of opinion about allowing the kids to hang out in the lobby. I’ve always been of the opinion that if they behave respectfully, let them. It’s bright and busy with people coming in and out—probably the most action these kids see in our town, especially during the winter months. “Carry on,” I say. “It doesn’t bother me that you’re here. Just pick up any trash before you leave.”
I’ve just turned to walk toward the elevator when a sign on the community board in the lobby stops me. A REMINDER! FOR YOUR OWN SAFETY, PLEASE USE THE TUNNEL TO GET TO SCHOOL. Huh. We had a sign like this for a brief period when I was a kid, but that was right after the bear broke into BTI.
“It’s because of some bear that’s hanging around.” A boy’s voice. I turn to see him staring at me from under his brimmed winter hat.
“I don’t get why someone doesn’t just shoot him.” A teenage girl, her blonde hair shaved into a long Mohawk on top. “That’s what my dad says, anyway.”
The boy gives her a look. “’Cause he hasn’t hurt anybody, Tasha. He’s just hanging around looking for food.”