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Chapters (52)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. 1.
  5. 2.
  6. Jonah
  7. 3.
  8. 4.
  9. Luna
  10. 5.
  11. 6.
  12. 7.
  13. 8.
  14. Emily
  15. 9.
  16. 10.
  17. 11.
  18. 12.
  19. 13.
  20. 14.
  21. 15.
  22. 16.
  23. 17.
  24. 18.
  25. 19.
  26. 20.
  27. Alexis
  28. 21.
  29. 22.
  30. 23.
  31. 24.
  32. Naomi
  33. 25.
  34. 26.
  35. 27.
  36. 28.
  37. 29.
  38. 30.
  39. Simone
  40. 31.
  41. 32.
  42. 33.
  43. 34.
  44. 35.
  45. ONE MONTH LATER
  46. 36.
  47. Elizabeth
  48. Jonah
  49. Acknowledgments
  50. Readers Group Guide
  51. About the Author
  52. Copyright

She chooses a pair of aquamarine earrings and carries them with her, patting my cheek as she leaves the room. “Twelve minutes.”

I dress in a suit and tie. From the hollows of my walk-in closet, I ask Elizabeth if she’d like to join me in checking out speedboats this weekend.

She asks, “You’re really doing this, huh?”

“Deal’s almost done. My Lucia will be captained by a retired mogul in Fort Lauderdale come Monday. No regrets.”

She sings, “If you say so,” then appears before me, jewelry in hand. “You about ready?”

I tell her I am and follow her downstairs. It is a good house, our house. I briefly considered satisfying the HOA with a rooftop remodel, but that would nearly eat up my whole speedboat budget, determined by the sale of My Lucia, so instead, I changed the lock, sealed the door. Good enough.

In the kitchen, Elizabeth transfers her wallet and makeup from one bag to another. I eyeball a stack of mail. Flipping over a large open envelope, I ask, “What’s this?”

“Oh.” Elizabeth moves close to me, leaning in as she fastens an earring. Her skin smells warm. “Those are the proofs from those portraits that photographer took at your banquet. I asked her to send them before everything went to shit, obviously. Thought they’d make good Christmas cards, but that’s probably a little morose now.”

I shake the contents from the envelope and scan a glossy sheet of thumbnails, honing in on two images circled in red crayon. Elizabeth stays by my side, staring at the pictures too.

“Those were her favorites, I guess,” she says.

In the first, Nick Carpenter, alive and reasonably well, grips Elizabeth’s arm. It is the very same photo published in the newspaper two months ago, when all I saw was Nick’s hand on my wife. I’d been blinded by a diversion. The second picture is of just the three of us: me in the middle, my wife on one side, my child on the other. We are close and we are laughing, digitally captured in a state of joy and intimacy.