Chapters (67)
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- Crave, by Tracy Wolff
- Keystone, by Katie Delahanty
- Sting, by Cindy Wilson
- Keeper of the Bees, by Meg Kassel
“Focus,” the Voice barks. She sounds feminine, but I can’t tell if she’s young or old. “Do you want this pain to stop?”
The flames roar back, burning even hotter. This is the worst food poisoning ever. I’m never cooking again. “Yes!” I moan. “I’ll do anything. Just make it stop.”
The pain shuts off like a door being slammed, and I collapse against the tree trunk, panting.
“Good. I’ll go away, once and for all. You won’t have to deal with this pain anymore. You just have to do one thing for me.” She pauses, as though gathering her thoughts. “Tell Bandit that you love him.”
“Huh?” The electricity must’ve fried my hearing. “Who?”
“Bandit,” the Voice bites out. “You know. The Thai boy playing basketball across the field?”
Pushing myself off the tree, I peer around the trunk. Across the courtyard, a guy with electric-blue hair raises his hands to shoot the ball, and his shirt rides up, revealing nicely defined muscles.
That’s right. Now that I can string two brain cells together, I know exactly who she means. Bandit Sakda. We don’t travel in the same circles, but his reputation precedes him—he’s as smart as he is aloof.
I should know. We had Visual Studies together last year. The one—and only—time I tried to talk to him, I complimented him on a photo he’d taken of an older woman holding a garland of jasmine and roses. Instead of responding, he just pressed his lips together and turned away.
“You’ve g-got to be kidding,” I sputter. “I’m not listening to some voice that I’m probably just imagining. I don’t even know him! I’m not going to profess my love to some random guy.”
The Voice sighs. “You’re not imagining me. And yes, actually. You are.”
The sharpest, most intense lightning bolt yet sears my brain. The world fractures into a dozen glowing stars, each one bigger and brighter than the last.
When I can see again, my heart rate has tripled and I’m heaving in air. This can’t be happening. If it’s not food poisoning, then I must be dreaming. Or maybe I’m having a bona fide break with reality. Better still, I’ve been kidnapped by aliens who are putting me through a sick simulation.
Voices don’t randomly appear in people’s heads. They just don’t.
Except…this one keeps talking.
“Well? I’m not sure how much more you can take, but I’m willing to find out.”
I’m not. I may not know what’s real anymore, but apparently I’m going to confess my infatuation to a stranger.