Chapters (67)
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- Crave, by Tracy Wolff
- Keystone, by Katie Delahanty
- Sting, by Cindy Wilson
- Keeper of the Bees, by Meg Kassel
“Sunburn,” the older Alice says. “In the most literal sense. Their skin became allergic to the rays of the sun, and they weren’t able to take cover soon enough.”
“How many?” I brace myself for the answer. A part of me would like to dive behind the veil of my ignorance, so that I can stay safe and insulated in the past. But it’s too late for that.
“The virus has spread all over the world. The US was hit the hardest because that’s where it originated,” she says, her voice hollow. “Two-thirds of our population has perished, even as we speak.”
Two-thirds of our population. That means eight hundred kids at Silver Oak High, dead. Two out of every three mothers and brothers and best friends, never to take a breath or give a hug or push their glasses up their nose ever again. More than two hundred million people in the US alone. Just gone.
“The rest of us are stuffed into caves like this one, some natural but most hastily man-made,” she continues. “Bulldozers are working around the clock, digging new tunnels. If the human race still exists in a year, we’ll have entire cities underground.” Our throat moves as she swallows. “Every sick bay in every network of caves is filled to capacity.”
She doesn’t speak for a moment, and neither do I. Instead, we breathe together. Our eyes sting. Our heart shudders. Our nose twitches with the sanitized smell of the glass.
Something wet drops onto the back of our palm. We’re crying. Or rather, she’s crying. These are her visceral reactions. Not mine.
“This is your mission, Alice.” Our throat is thick with emotions that belong to her but somehow feel like both of ours. “This is what you have to prevent. I don’t want to hurt Lalana, either. But what’s a single person when you could stop all this suffering?”
“I…” The sentence dies in my consciousness. Given the scene before us, I want to promise her my unwavering obedience. I would do anything to stop the future from arriving here, at this moment.
And yet… And yet… Can I trust her to make the right decision? She still hasn’t explained how framing Lalana could stop this atrocity. She hasn’t even told me who I’m supposed to stop. Can I put my faith in her logic and reasoning and methods just because she happens to be the future version of myself?
Something bangs on the wall, and our head snaps up. A little girl is pounding her fist against the surface. Her mouth moves, but no sound penetrates the glass.