Back Malice
Chapters (67)
  1. Copyright
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter 1
  4. Chapter 2
  5. Chapter 3
  6. Chapter 4
  7. Chapter 5
  8. Chapter 6
  9. Chapter 7
  10. Chapter 8
  11. Chapter 9
  12. Chapter 10
  13. Chapter 11
  14. Chapter 12
  15. Chapter 13
  16. Chapter 14
  17. Chapter 15
  18. Chapter 16
  19. Chapter 17
  20. Chapter 18
  21. Chapter 19
  22. Chapter 20
  23. Chapter 21
  24. Chapter 22
  25. Chapter 23
  26. Chapter 24
  27. Chapter 25
  28. Chapter 26
  29. Chapter 27
  30. Chapter 28
  31. Chapter 29
  32. Chapter 30
  33. Chapter 31
  34. Chapter 32
  35. Chapter 33
  36. Chapter 34
  37. Chapter 35
  38. Chapter 36
  39. Chapter 37
  40. Chapter 38
  41. Chapter 39
  42. Chapter 40
  43. Chapter 41
  44. Chapter 42
  45. Chapter 43
  46. Chapter 44
  47. Chapter 45
  48. Chapter 46
  49. Chapter 47
  50. Chapter 48
  51. Chapter 49
  52. Chapter 50
  53. Chapter 51
  54. Chapter 52
  55. Chapter 53
  56. Chapter 54
  57. Chapter 55
  58. Chapter 56
  59. Chapter 57
  60. Chapter 58
  61. Chapter 59
  62. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  63. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  64. Crave, by Tracy Wolff
  65. Keystone, by Katie Delahanty
  66. Sting, by Cindy Wilson
  67. Keeper of the Bees, by Meg Kassel

In the meantime, I pin up Captain America on my corkboard, next to Thor and Loki. Underneath my collection of Avenger heads is the photograph of which I’m most proud, the one with a little Asian boy pushing his grandmother in a wheelchair. There was a time when Bandit looked at this photo every day. For that one moment, it helped him breathe more easily. And that’s enough to motivate me to continue taking photos.

I’ve all but given up my foodie account. While I have the utmost respect for food photographers, it’s not my dream, not my passion. I want to spend my time doing something I really care about: photographing people. Exploring culture. Learning about animals. And if I never make it to National Geographic? Well, maybe it was never my true path.

I let out a deep sigh. Maybe there’s no one thing—or person—that remains unshakable across time streams.

I should know.

What does the love of my future do when he watches me put a bullet in my brother’s thigh, right after I declare that he will one day father my child?

He stays away. Far, far away.

Who can blame the guy?

When we first went to the hospital, and I set up camp in the waiting room, Bandit never left my side. For twenty-four hours, we took turns picking stale snacks from the vending machine. We played a massive, best-of-seven tournament of Scrabble. And in the middle of the night, when I couldn’t sleep, he read out loud to me from his favorite book, Flowers for Algernon.

Once we heard that Archie’s operation was successful, however, Bandit was quiet. Contemplative.

“You said you loved me,” he spoke up when Dad went to visit Archie in the recovery room.

I smoothed a hand over the bird’s nest disguised as my hair. “Did I?”

“Yes. Before the ambulance came. You were practically delirious, and you said you loved me. Not the man I’ll become but who I am now.” His tone was almost accusatory, and I blushed. Because he wouldn’t sound so upset if my confession were a good thing.

“You said it yourself: I was delirious.”

He shook his head, not letting me off that easily. “Is it true?”

I wasn’t ashamed of my emotions. If there was one thing I learned from the Voice, it was to embrace my heart. Time can make all things transitory, even love.

So I looked right into his solemn eyes, and the universe clicked into place. It was all the evidence I needed of our rightness. If only such proof were sufficient for him.