Back Malice
Chapters (67)
  1. Copyright
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter 1
  4. Chapter 2
  5. Chapter 3
  6. Chapter 4
  7. Chapter 5
  8. Chapter 6
  9. Chapter 7
  10. Chapter 8
  11. Chapter 9
  12. Chapter 10
  13. Chapter 11
  14. Chapter 12
  15. Chapter 13
  16. Chapter 14
  17. Chapter 15
  18. Chapter 16
  19. Chapter 17
  20. Chapter 18
  21. Chapter 19
  22. Chapter 20
  23. Chapter 21
  24. Chapter 22
  25. Chapter 23
  26. Chapter 24
  27. Chapter 25
  28. Chapter 26
  29. Chapter 27
  30. Chapter 28
  31. Chapter 29
  32. Chapter 30
  33. Chapter 31
  34. Chapter 32
  35. Chapter 33
  36. Chapter 34
  37. Chapter 35
  38. Chapter 36
  39. Chapter 37
  40. Chapter 38
  41. Chapter 39
  42. Chapter 40
  43. Chapter 41
  44. Chapter 42
  45. Chapter 43
  46. Chapter 44
  47. Chapter 45
  48. Chapter 46
  49. Chapter 47
  50. Chapter 48
  51. Chapter 49
  52. Chapter 50
  53. Chapter 51
  54. Chapter 52
  55. Chapter 53
  56. Chapter 54
  57. Chapter 55
  58. Chapter 56
  59. Chapter 57
  60. Chapter 58
  61. Chapter 59
  62. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  63. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  64. Crave, by Tracy Wolff
  65. Keystone, by Katie Delahanty
  66. Sting, by Cindy Wilson
  67. Keeper of the Bees, by Meg Kassel

“No!” I cry out. “My older self wanted me to murder you, in order to save the world. But I refused! They tried a gazillion ways to convince me, but they failed. Because of me. Because I was too stubborn. Because I loved you too much.”

My brother howls, on the knife’s edge of laughing and crying. He lowers the gun. “Is that what your older self told you?”

Bandit moves another few inches, and my pulse thuds erratically. I try to calm my breathing, try to focus on my brother. “It’s what she believes. I snuck forward in time, and I overheard her.”

“Well, she’s wrong.” The glasses slide down his nose, probably slippery with sweat, and he shoves them back up. “Your missions have failed not because of your so-called love for me. But because I was there. Every time. Informed by my older self, countering your every move.”

My mouth parts, and Bandit slides an entire foot closer to Archie.

“That’s right,” my brother continues grimly. “You tore up my invite for the cocktail reception, so we had the future Charlie tell his younger self to give Zeke a note. You burned Charlie’s research, so he backed up his work, in triplicate, the week before.”

His eyes glint, strangely exposed through the lenses of his glasses. “More importantly, each time you thought about killing me, my older self instructed me to go to you. To remind you of a childhood memory. To prey on the feelings you had for the brother you always wanted to protect.” His voice becomes rough, dripping with disgust. For me or for the boy he used to be. Maybe both. “Like a pawn, you fell for it. Every. Single. Time.”

I squeeze my eyes shut. I want to break down. To despair at all the horrible things my brother’s saying. But I can’t give in to my grief. Not yet.

“Those weren’t tricks.” I wrench open my eyelids. “Don’t you see? You couldn’t have reminded me of memories that didn’t exist. You couldn’t have preyed on my feelings if I didn’t already love you.” Taking a chance, I walk toward him. “Did your older self tell you about the virus you’re going to invent? Did he tell you about the millions you’ll kill?”

Archie’s breathing hard now, and his eyes zoom around the court like he’s a cornered Siberian tiger, from me to Bandit, from the basketball hoop to the jump ropes. “They deserve to die,” he says haltingly. “People are shallow and self-absorbed, and they don’t care whose feelings they shred. They don’t care whose lives they ruin, so long as they have fun.” He looks back at me, and in the dim light, his eyes are no longer wild. Now, they’re just hurt. “In all the millions of people on this earth, not a single one cares.”