Back Madame Burova
Chapters (70)
  1. About the Author
  2. Also by Ruth Hogan
  3. Title Page
  4. Imprint Page
  5. How to use this eBook
  6. Dedication
  7. Epigraph
  8. Contents
  9. The Promise
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. Chapter 6
  16. Chapter 7
  17. Chapter 8
  18. Chapter 9
  19. Chapter 10
  20. Chapter 11
  21. Chapter 12
  22. Chapter 13
  23. Chapter 14
  24. Chapter 15
  25. Chapter 16
  26. Chapter 17
  27. Chapter 18
  28. Chapter 19
  29. Chapter 20
  30. Chapter 21
  31. Chapter 22
  32. Chapter 23
  33. Chapter 24
  34. Chapter 25
  35. Chapter 26
  36. Chapter 27
  37. Chapter 28
  38. Chapter 29
  39. Chapter 30
  40. Chapter 31
  41. Chapter 32
  42. Chapter 33
  43. Chapter 34
  44. Chapter 35
  45. Chapter 36
  46. Chapter 37
  47. Chapter 38
  48. Chapter 39
  49. Chapter 40
  50. Chapter 41
  51. Chapter 42
  52. Chapter 43
  53. Chapter 44
  54. Chapter 45
  55. Chapter 46
  56. Chapter 47
  57. Chapter 48
  58. Chapter 49
  59. Chapter 50
  60. Chapter 51
  61. Chapter 52
  62. Chapter 53
  63. Chapter 54
  64. Chapter 55
  65. Chapter 56
  66. Chapter 57
  67. Chapter 58
  68. A few thoughts and more than a few thanks
  69. A Word About Our Covers
  70. Endmatter page 1

‘We did everything together, you see. It sounds a little fey, but we were truly soulmates. It was quite a shock to find myself flying solo again after twenty years with a co-pilot. I moped about for a bit feeling sorry for myself, but that wasn’t what Jocelyn would have wanted. We were always having adventures together, so I decided to try a few on my own. The Pilates was perhaps a little too adventurous – I don’t think I’m designed to be that bendy. The watercolour class was much more enjoyable, but sadly populated with several somewhat predatory widows, one of whom took rather a fancy to me and kept bringing me homemade fruit cakes and inviting me out to lunch. I can’t abide fruitcake – the mixed peel always gets stuck between my teeth. Eventually I decided to return to my first love – the piano. And here I am.’

Billie had already missed one train and was about to miss another, but she didn’t care. Henry Hayward was worth it. He just made her smile.

‘And what about you, young woman? What are you doing here in the blessed Betjeman’s opus magnum? Arriving, departing or simply hanging around hoping to meet debonair musicians?’

Billie laughed but it caught like a fishbone in the back of her throat. Henry reached over and for the briefest of moments placed his hand over hers.

‘Why the tears, my dear?’ he asked with unbearable kindness.

She bit the inside of her lip hard enough to draw blood, determined not to cry again, but found herself unable to contain the barrage of emotions that had confounded her since the day she had read her dad’s letter. She told Henry Hayward everything. A man that she had only just met – little more than a complete stranger. She told him all the things that she had tried to share with her friends but had so far failed, for reasons she had yet to fathom. She told Henry that she was a modern-day foundling. She had been to the Foundling Museum and found nothing that had helped.

Henry’s response was unexpected.

‘How exciting! You’re a woman of mystery! It sounds as though you might be about to embark on an adventure of your own.’

There was not a trace of pity nor patronage in his voice, but he was anxious to reassure her that he was not insensitive to her feelings.

‘I know it must have knocked the wind out of your sails, but now you have an opportunity to set a completely new course. Your childhood was happy, your parents loved you and you loved them. That was the past and none of that will change. But the important thing now is what will you do with your future?’

Henry checked his watch and drained the last of his tea.