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Chapters (36)
  1. Title Page
  2. content & trigger warnings
  3. Dedication
  4. Playlist
  5. chapter one
  6. giselle
  7. chapter two
  8. bjorn
  9. chapter three
  10. giselle
  11. chapter four
  12. bjorn
  13. chapter five
  14. giselle
  15. chapter six
  16. bjorn
  17. chapter seven
  18. giselle
  19. chapter eight
  20. bjorn
  21. chapter nine
  22. giselle
  23. chapter ten
  24. bjorn
  25. chapter eleven
  26. giselle
  27. chapter twelve
  28. bjorn
  29. chapter thirteen
  30. giselle
  31. chapter fourteen
  32. bjorn
  33. chapter fifteen
  34. giselle
  35. bonus chapter
  36. raiden

Outside, the drums are pounding louder, like a heartbeat that’s just found out it’s about to stop. Boom. Boom. Boom. A war beat. A call to bleed. The kind of rhythm that says, “welcome home, sinner.” Makes my spine shiver and my toes curl around the silks.

Then the torches flare, hot and hungry. They know what’s coming.

So do I.

Because he steps forward.

Bjorn.

Not the ringmaster tonight. Oh no, sugarplum.

Tonight, he’s the executioner.

The preacher.

The monster we gift their bodies to, so he can gift them to the gods.

And fuck, does he look the part.

He stalks into the ring like he was carved from rune-stone and baptized in the blood of a fallen god. Bare from the waist up, his massive frame is streaked in dried blood and ancient Norse ink—spirals and bindrunes, ravens and war prayers scrawled across his chest, his arms, even the sides of his damn face. His long dark hair is braided down his back, the sides of his head shaved clean like he’s ready for war.

Which, spoiler alert—he always is.

He’s six-foot-fuck-me, carved out of violence and dipped in religion. A berserker with a battle axe and bedroom eyes.

And that’s all before he even opens his mouth.

The tent holds its breath when he speaks. Even the flames lean in to listen.

“Tonight,” he growls, voice low, mean and soaked in steel, “we offer flesh for favor. Bone for blessing. Blood for balance.”

Mmm. My thighs squeeze just hearing it.

“This is Disting,” he continues, stalking slowly across the altar like he’s sizing them all up. “A festival of survival. Of sacrifice. Of seafaring and slaughter. And for those of you under these torches—this is your final crossing.”

Someone in the front row lets out a moan. Another one sinks to their knees.

“The gods are watching,” Bjorn finishes, eyes flashing like lightning behind a storm. “But so are we.”

He doesn’t shout. Doesn’t need to. His voice slides through the tent like a hot blade through flesh—slow, searing, and dangerous.

I spin lazily in the silks, arcing my back just enough to put on a show. Below me, I spot him.

A man.

Tall. Cocky. Decked out in an expensive coat, high-polished boots, and an ego big enough to trip over. His hair’s slicked back like a discount villain from a daytime drama, and in his hand? A carved drinking horn—traditional, ceremonial, and completely wasted on him.

He’s sipping frothy beer like it’s champagne, pinky lifted, as if the gods give a shit about manners in a tent built from bones and blood.

He looks at me like he’s already decided how I taste.

Cute.

He thinks this is theatre.