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Chapters (41)
  1. COVER PAGE
  2. ONE
  3. NIC
  4. LENA
  5. NIC
  6. LENA
  7. NIC
  8. LENA
  9. NIC
  10. LENA
  11. NIC
  12. LENA
  13. TWO
  14. WILL
  15. LENA
  16. NIC
  17. WILL
  18. LENA
  19. WILL
  20. NIC
  21. WILL
  22. NIC
  23. LENA
  24. WILL
  25. THREE
  26. NIC
  27. LENA
  28. WILL
  29. NIC
  30. LENA
  31. NIC
  32. LENA
  33. WILL
  34. NIC
  35. WILL
  36. FOUR
  37. WILL
  38. LENA
  39. WILL
  40. NIC
  41. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

Lena made herself look him in the face. Early twenties, pale skin, dark-blond goatee. Could be a student. Or just the kind of bloke who spends time swapping amateur porn with other blokes on the internet. ‘Probably seen me in here. I work a lot. That’s eleven forty-five. Cash or card?’

‘Nah, I never come here.’ He put his head on the side. ‘You on Tinder?’

‘No. Eleven forty-five.’ She pushed the EFTPOS machine towards him.

He slapped his card against the reader, looking down at her chest. ‘How come you don’t wear a name tag?’

She resisted the impulse to cross her arms over her breasts. ‘Lost it.’

‘So you’ll have to tell me your name then.’

‘Jane. Is there anything else? I need to close my register.’ She turned to her cash drawer, never wished so hard in her life for a queue to form.

‘Nice to meet you, Jane. I’m Zac.’ Out of the corner of her eye she saw him pick up his bag and then hold his phone out towards her. She would not look.

‘I’ll keep an eye out for you,’ he said. ‘Message you next time you pop up on here.’

She was going to throw up. Or scream. She pulled a Handi Wipe from the container under her counter, wiped up the moisture that had seeped out of his meat pack before she’d bagged it. It wasn’t much. A patch of sweat. She scrubbed at the belt, taking off months-old grime. Kept going until she could be sure he’d left.

In the tearoom, she told Barb about the man. Laughingly, like it was a clumsy pick-up attempt because probably that’s what it was.

‘I dunno how you do it, you young ones,’ Barb said. ‘All this online dating palaver. I’d never have gotten hitched if I’d had to do all this selfie swiping stuff, worrying the next customer coming through has already had a good look at me and my proclivities on his phone.’

‘I don’t do any of that,’ Lena said. ‘He didn’t know me at all. Just being a creep.’

A couple of shelf-stockers passed by. One mumbled something to the other and they laughed, side-eyeing Lena. The taller one saw her looking, stuck his tongue through a V of his fingers.

She stood, fire all through her. ‘You got something to say?’

‘To you? Nah, love.’

‘You sure? Because it seemed like you did just now.’

‘Calm down,’ the other bloke said.

‘Let ’em be.’ Barb touched her arm.

‘I’ll let ’em be when they stop talking shit and making obscene gestures.’

‘Obscene gestures?’ He threw his hands in the air then brought them down in a chopping motion on either side of his crotch, pushing his groin towards her. ‘Like this, you mean?’

‘For god’s sake,’ Barb said.