Back Lomita For Ever
Chapters (42)
  1. Cover
  2. 1
  3. 2
  4. 3
  5. 4
  6. Chapter One
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Chapter Three
  9. Chapter Four
  10. Chapter Five
  11. Chapter Six
  12. Chapter Seven
  13. Chapter Eight
  14. Chapter Nine
  15. Chapter Ten
  16. Chapter Eleven
  17. Chapter Twelve
  18. Chapter Thirteen
  19. Chapter Fourteen
  20. Chapter Fifteen
  21. Chapter Sixteen
  22. Chapter Seventeen
  23. Chapter Eighteen
  24. Chapter Nineteen
  25. Chapter Twenty
  26. Chapter Twenty-one
  27. Chapter Twenty-two
  28. Chapter Twenty-three
  29. Chapter Twenty-four
  30. Chapter Twenty-five
  31. Chapter Twenty-six
  32. Chapter Twenty-seven
  33. Chapter Twenty-eight
  34. Chapter Twenty-nine
  35. Chapter Thirty
  36. Chapter Thirty-one
  37. Chapter Thirty-two
  38. Chapter Thirty-three
  39. Chapter Thirty-four
  40. Chapter Thirty-five
  41. Chapter Thirty-six
  42. 1

‘I was living at the time at the Hacienda Hotel and that cost, not a lot, but it cost. So I was desperate to work. But in this, which was not a screen test, I was raped by two men. And that is all I can tell you. The point of what I am saying is that Roberto heard about this and paid money for the film, well that’s what he said, anyway, and I have it in my possession to this day, the one copy. But what I am talking about, is the revenge, the attempt to change my status, to eradicate what was the truth in my case. That I had no talent. And I am getting to that.’

Ever had started to speak, he wasn’t sure what he was a going to say but felt the moment demanded a comment and was relieved when she said,

‘Let me finish.’

And then, after a brief pause, acknowledging the abruptness of her command, a please followed.

‘He had a saviour complex, I imagine, and asked me to marry him. My only condition was already dealt with, that he get hold of the film, you know, buy it or whatever. I was relieved at the time to be rescued, as that is what it felt like. I was by now, in my mind at least, just a whore. The next part I did not want to happen.’

Lomita again shifted in her chair, this time more to alleviate her doubt at continuing.

‘He had the legs of the producer and the director and the cameraman smashed to splinters with baseball bats and the two actors were shot. Killed. Those three men spent the rest of their lives in a state of terror in wheelchairs. Did I feel better? Did it make things any better? Was my talent or status altered?’

‘Are you trying to tell me my father has no talent?’

Ever presented this with no aggression, but with an empathy to her story, and strangely an ironic smile.

Lomita didn’t take it negatively, but she took a calming breath to regain any composure that might have been lost by Ever’s question.

‘No, I have no idea if he does or not.’

She put herself back on the tracks.