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Chapters (49)
  1. Title Page
  2. Dedication
  3. Acknowledgments
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Epigraph Citations
  49. Author Biography

“How are you feeling?” she said, the classic opener for any conversation with a psychiatric patient.

“Fine,” said Lauren. Despite the lack of rest, she felt focused, determined and strong. She smiled faintly at the doctor, hoping to strike the right balance: sane but tired, grateful for all the help but ultimately, better off at home.

“Did you manage to get any sleep?”

“Oh, not really,” said Lauren, laughing weakly. “They were up quite a bit. But it’s good, to get back in the swing of things. Yesterday and the night before, I had the whole night off—not many new mums can claim that, can they?”

Lauren felt her cheek start to twitch, rubbed at her face to stop it.

Doctor Summer regarded Lauren with interest. “The time limit for the temporary detention order is up very soon. But you know that, don’t you?”

“I can’t deny it’s been on my mind.” She swallowed. Careful, now. “Everyone has been so kind, and the support has been excellent but I sort of feel guilty, now that I’m better. There must be people who need the bed much more than I do.”

The doctor nodded, and then she said, “Your case has been a very unusual one, Lauren. I’ve not come across anything like it before.”

Lauren raised her eyebrows. “Oh?”

“When you came in, I thought you were definitely suffering from puerperal psychosis. When I see a patient with the level of paranoia you initially presented, we usually expect to keep them for a while. It takes weeks to recover from a crisis like that, in normal circumstances. But here you are, apparently better, in less than three days.”

“I do feel well. I’m glad you think so too.”

The doctor frowned. She lifted her pen and looked as if she was about to sign the paper in front of her, but then she lowered it again. Was that the release form?

“What do you think happened, the day you were brought in?”

This was a test; she must answer correctly in order to pass. She took a controlled breath before she began. “I believe I was in a sort of waking dream,” said Lauren. “I don’t know much about shock or anything, but the idea that the boys had been changed seemed to come upon me, I’m not sure why. When they were returned after they were taken I looked at them and my eyes saw something else. I was definitely hallucinating. But then, it went away. Very quickly I started feeling normal again.”