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Chapters (49)
  1. Title Page
  2. Dedication
  3. Acknowledgments
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Epigraph Citations
  49. Author Biography

The babies were lying on their backs on the rug, singing as they watched Lauren. Their eyes were almost completely transformed into a bright shade of green, so different from the blue her real boys had. They were goading her, with this song, with their staring. She gritted her teeth and did not react. With exaggerated nonchalance, she leaned forward to pick up a plastic cup of water and their twin gazes followed her, the movements of their heads synchronised, like all their movements when they weren’t pretending to be Morgan and Riley. Staring back at them, she said nothing, pressed her lips together in a thin line. She wanted to plug her ears so she couldn’t hear the terrible, gurgling, high-pitched hum of it. The tune was the same as the one their mother sang in the hospital when the boys were only hours old, before the swap, before the nightmare started. They sang it wordlessly, yet the tune lit up the words in her mind, as they probably knew it would, and she couldn’t help but think of the story it told, two poor illegitimate babes, bloody and abandoned. “The Cruel Mother”, that was the name of it. The choice of song seemed accusatory. In it, a mother threw her babies away. I’m not abandoning you, she silently told the creatures, because I’m not your mother. She abandoned you. I’m just putting things right. She did it all, blame her. Sing the fucking song to her.

In the past three days she’d used up all her fear, and what was left was a kind of ground-up weariness and a whole lot of disgust. Lauren could have alerted the hospital to what the twins were doing. It had been in front of the camera, after all—she could have made them watch the footage and that in itself would have proved that she was sane. Or she could have suggested that they question her fellow patient Felicity, who’d heard them singing, who’d first told Lauren the names they called each other when they thought no one else was listening. But nothing had convinced Lauren that, even with the evidence in front of them, anyone would see the truth. It was too risky to try it now—suppose the CCTV hadn’t worked, and they dismissed her story as crazed ranting? Felicity had psychosis: she wasn’t a reliable witness. Best to stay with the plan, now that there was only this small, crucial hurdle to get past. No one was going to help her. Certainly not Patrick—he couldn’t even begin to understand it. And not even Jo Harper, who’d seen the creatures unmask themselves, and still walked away.

The door opened and the twins immediately stopped humming and started pretending to be Morgan and Riley. Doctor Summer stepped cautiously around the two small bodies and sat down opposite Lauren, smiling, placing a clipboard on the side table.