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Chapters (54)
  1. Copyright Notice
  2. Dedication
  3. FEBRUARY
  4. 1
  5. 2
  6. 3
  7. 4
  8. 5
  9. 6
  10. 7
  11. 8
  12. 9
  13. 10
  14. 11
  15. MARCH
  16. 12
  17. 13
  18. 14
  19. APRIL
  20. 15
  21. 16
  22. 17
  23. 18
  24. JUNE
  25. 19
  26. 20
  27. 21
  28. JULY
  29. 22
  30. 23
  31. 24
  32. AUGUST
  33. 25
  34. 26
  35. 27
  36. 28
  37. 29
  38. 30
  39. NOVEMBER
  40. 31
  41. 32
  42. 33
  43. FEBRUARY,
  44. 34
  45. 35
  46. 36
  47. 37
  48. 38
  49. AND BEYOND
  50. Captain’s Log: Stardate Ph079
  51. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  52. Also by Ryka Aoki
  53. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  54. Newsletter Sign-up

Once more, Shizuka’s thoughts drifted to Lan.

“I can see the appeal,” she said.

“A lot of her fans say she’s the greatest violin player alive. O-of course, well, they might not know about classical music,” Katrina stumbled.

Shizuka pulled into the Matías’ parking lot and shrugged.

“Who am I to say? Besides, she seems like a force of good in the universe.”

“Just like you,” Katrina said innocently. “Except you don’t dance!”

By the time Shizuka recovered, Katrina was already halfway to the store.

“She looks different.”

Lucy Matía placed the violin in Katrina’s hands. “Think of it as a makeover. Careful!”

“What? Oh, shit!” Katrina gasped. Holding her violin was like holding air.

“Good,” Lucy said gently. “I didn’t want you to drop her.”

“It’s like carbon fiber.”

“It’s much nicer than carbon fiber,” Lucy said, trying not to appear miffed. “Why don’t you try her out? She’s already in tune. Andrew, get her a bow.”

“No, no. I brought my own,” Katrina said. She did not mention it was carbon fiber.

Katrina adjusted the shoulder rest. She played a note, then stopped.

“Is everything okay?” Lucy asked.

Katrina nodded.

She played a few measures more. She held the violin to her ear.

Nothing more needed to be said.

Once back home, Shizuka and Katrina returned immediately to the practice hall.

“So, Katrina, I take it that you cannot sing.”

“I’m sor—”

Shizuka put her finger to her lips.

“Katrina, I understand. It’s not that simple. So, just imagine, what would you sing, if you could?”

Katrina closed her eyes and thought of every song she wanted to sing, as a child, at karaoke—every “Happy Birthday” that she could not join in, every “America the Beautiful” in which she could not participate. She thought of Christmas, wishing she could do more than mouth “O Holy Night.”

“Now, pick up Aubergine and your bow. Do not open your eyes.”

“Miss Satomi?”

“You are holding a violin, but you are not holding a violin. You are simply in your body. Forget vibrato, glissando, crescendo, diminuendo. Forget sautillé and ricochet. Just be there, in your body.”

Katrina nodded. Aubergine’s newfound lightness made it easier to forget she was there.

Yes, Leopold Auer was right. But Leopold Auer had never been conditioned so completely to despise his own voice.

Shizuka hit middle C.

“… ah-Ah-AH-AH-AH-Ah-ah…”

Then the D.

“… ah-Ah-AH-AH-AH-Ah-ah…”

Then the E.

“… ah-Ah-AH-AH-AH-Ah-ah!”

And besides, there was more than one way to sing.

17

“Captain,” Markus Tran said, “statistically speaking, there is no way our customers should be detecting any repeat donuts. Perhaps the problem lies with the replicators, or with carbohydrate modeling, or even the emitters.”

“Emitters? Mother, if there is a problem with the emitters, that would also affect the space-time filaments. I suggest a level-four diagnostic,” Shirley said.