Chapters (30)
It was suffocatingly hot inside the phone box; I put my foot in the door to open it.
“I’m afraid I’ve got to go back,” I said. “Barbara’s not well. Nothing serious, but she’s fretting for her daddy.”
“I’m so sorry. Poor little darling. What is it?”
“I don’t know exactly,” I said. “She’ll live though. It’s some infection that’s going the rounds—” I went on, trapped by the lie into giving Barbara what were, I realized as I left the phone box, most of the symptoms of an illness there was a scare about at the time; an illness which I dreaded above all others. Not but what there weren’t plenty to choose from: if God loved little children He had a peculiar way of demonstrating it.
A voice from the loudspeaker said something about the Leddersford train; as I stood there, sweating and grubby, it seemed to have an admonitory note. The four-forty-five for Leddersford, stopping at Peterborough, Grantham, Wakefield and Tanbury, had now arrived at Number Ten platform. There was a message for Mr. Joe Lampton of Warley. Mr. Joe Lampton of Warley. His lie had been detected. Mr. Lampton would suffer for it. Mr. Lampton would suffer for it.
I remembered Barbara when I’d said goodbye to her early on Monday morning. I’d slipped into her room quietly so as not to wake her but as soon as I opened the door she’d awakened and held out her arms. “Earn a lot of pennies this time, Daddy,” she’d said. “A big lot of pennies.”
“Why?” I’d said.
“Then you won’t have to go away again, Daddy.”
I smiled at the recollection and the voice from the loudspeaker diminished into an ordinary statement of time and destination. It could well have added that despite his many faults Joe Lampton loved his daughter; but it didn’t matter. He knew it and she knew it and he told the lie only to be with her the sooner.