Chapters (68)
Dean McKinnon purses his lips. “Alice Chen is an exemplary student. But you, Ms. Matthews? With your mother’s legacy and your test scores and transcripts, I’d say that you have the potential for brilliance.” I don’t know what to say to that. I don’t know if I’m brilliant. I know that my mother was brilliant, and I know that I’m not my mother. His eyes flick toward the door behind me. “Your assigned mentor will contact you today. Dismissed.”
I slip out the door, dizzy with frustration and humiliation both. Alice, sitting stiffly on the bench at the end of the hallway, jumps to her feet. As I get closer, I can see her red-rimmed eyes and tear-streaked face. Her trembling fingers hold a wrinkled white tissue that’s been twisted into a rope.
“Alice,” I begin, glancing back at the dean’s door, “you won’t believe what just happened in there. I’m pissed—”
“You’re pissed?!” Alice breathes. “How do you think I feel?”
I startle, confused by her rage. “We’re not getting kicked out. It’s okay.”
“It’s not ‘okay’!” She claps a hand over her mouth, covering a sob that erupts from deep in her chest.
I reach toward her shoulder, but Alice steps away, out of my reach.
“I—”
“Last night was not okay!” Her voice ricochets around the empty administrative building hallway, bounces around the cubicles and tile floors. “We almost got expelled. My parents would eviscerate me if that happened. It’s going to be bad enough after he calls them!” Fresh tears run down her face.
“I know, but—”
“Not everyone is good at school without even studying like you are, Bree. Some of us have to work hard. I had to work hard to get here. It’s been my dream since… since forever, and you knew that.”
I throw my hands up. “I apologize! We won’t go off campus again!”
“Good.”
I shake my head. “But, in a way, I’m glad we did, because there’s something really weird going on at this school. Last night there was this boy—”
“Are you seriously changing the subject right now?” Alice steps back. “To talk to me about a boy?”
“No!” I exclaim. “You’re not listening to me—”
“Is that why you’re acting this way? Boys? Is school just a big party to you now?” Her eyes grow wide, but her voice turns cold, like she’s just found me stealing or cheating on a test. “That’s it, isn’t it? That’s why you registered for those classes.”
I blink. “What does—”