Chapters (68)
For the first time in a long while, I let myself enjoy a moment of warmth and safety without wondering if it’s real.
25
“TONIGHT?” ALICE’S VOICE goes near supersonic in my ear.
“Yeahhhh,” I say as I stroll through campus. It’s a gorgeous day, and I navigate the brick pathways with a smile on my face. On Wednesday it was surreal to walk among thousands of Carolina students who had no idea what really went on at their school. Now it’s Friday and that secret feels like nothing at all.
Reality sure does change after a kiss like that.
After he’d walked me home yesterday morning, Nick and I’d been texting each other constantly. I pretty much wore a perma-grin the entire day. This morning he sent a text asking me to go out with him and the other Legendborn tonight. I’d said yes, and then, like any good best friend, texted Alice. She’d called me back right away. I only have a few minutes to talk before I meet with Patricia, but I have to agree with Alice—melting on the phone with my best friend about any Nick-plus-lips topics is worth a quick phone call.
“Where?”
“Some bar downtown? A beer garden? I’m not sure.”
She laughs. “You mean you don’t care.”
“Not really.” I don’t. I’m buzzing and eager to see Nick again.
“Okay, so is this a date?”
I turn down a narrow walkway while I think about her question. “Is it a date if there are like twenty other people around?”
“Wellll,” Alice starts. In the background I can hear the murmur of voices and the shhhhh sound of wind; she’s on her way to class somewhere near mid-campus. “I think it is if you act like it is. If it feels like it’s just the two of you, then it’s a date, no matter who else is around.”
“Um, how are you this wise?”
“I read a lot of books. Next question: What are you gonna wear?”
“Um…” Patricia waves at me from where she’s sitting against one of the campus’s ubiquitous low stone walls. I wave back and hope she doesn’t misinterpret the blanket of terror that has just taken over my expression. I hadn’t even thought about what to wear on a date.
“Bree!” Alice cries.
I’m a few feet from Patricia now, and not a second too soon. “Gotta go, Alice.”
“No! My parents are picking me up this afternoon, so I won’t be there to be your glam squad. Do I need to call Charlotte? She’s got cute clo—”
“Bye, Alice!” She grumbles but says goodbye. It’s a bummer that she won’t be around tonight. I make a mental note to at least text her a selfie before I go.
“Sorry about that,” I say to Patricia, and tuck my phone into my messenger bag.