Chapters (35)
- Cover
- BERNARDINE EVARISTO
- LARA
- Dedication
- LARA DA COSTA FAMILY TREE
- Epigraph
- INDEX OF FIRST LINES
- PART ONE
- PROLOGUE
- CHAPTER 1
- CHAPTER 2
- CHAPTER 3
- CHAPTER 4
- CHAPTER 5
- CHAPTER 6
- CHAPTER 7
- CHAPTER 8
- CHAPTER 9
- PART TWO
- CHAPTER 10
- CHAPTER 11
- CHAPTER 12
- CHAPTER 13
- CHAPTER 14
- CHAPTER 15
- CHAPTER 16
- CHAPTER 17
- CHAPTER 18
- CHAPTER 19
- CHAPTER 20
- EPILOGUE
- GLOSSARY
- ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
- About the Author
- Copyright
with water, legs shook, groin split in two. Just before
he collapsed, his daddy wiped his mouth with a napkin,
cleared his throat, said, ‘May that be a lesson to you.’
Zenobia took him to bed, but before he heard her say
‘I love you but you must behave yourself,’ he was asleep.
CRUEL HARMATTANS conquered the south, sweeping
down from the Hausa desert, each grain of sand a scorpion,
whipping dust into spiral storms of hot air, dry heat,
thick with swirling particles; the city turned in on itself,
shut door, shuttered window, until the rains came,
swelling crumbling soil. And the boy grew
into the hard green fruit of the slim paw paw tree.
And when the sun graced this island which pulled
people to its shores like bees to a honeycomb,
Taiwo dreamt of exploring the worlds these migrants
left to memory: Lebanon, Libya, China, Syria, India,
Ghana, Sierra Leone, Gambia, Europe.
He took his sandaled youth to Apapa Docks, watched
the émigrés disembark from the huge cargo ships
that streamed into port, horns resounding for miles.
He taunted the ‘sailor’s children’, pale, raggedy products
of prostitute and European who lived on the streets.
If he wandered too near the axis of port life, policemen
in pith helmets, khaki shorts, long woollen socks, shooed
him away. Taiwo took off, skinny legs at a canter,
travelled across his island from port to lagoon to swamp.
He luxuriated in the warmth of his sunlit home, as if a voice
deep, olden or from his future tense was telling him
to remember, enjoy, childhood would not last forever.
TAIWO
I AM A BOY, I go like fire, why walk when you can run?
Watch me race past Mama Lopes in Tinubu Square,
at her stool frying akara bean cakes for over fifty years,
my mouth waters as I whiff past. I hear the organist
in the cathedral then the muezzin in Shitta Mosque, dodge
kids playing hockey with rams’ horns on sticks, girls
playing the skipping-clapping game of Oya, and old men
playing Ayo under a guava tree. In Carrena Street I catch
the leering, firefly eyes of Ma Amponsah as her slurred
voice suggests I partake of her gin: I leap across the road,
collide with the sanitary inspector in his creased grey suit,
‘Pardon, Sir,’ I say into my chin and, when I look up,
Laurenço Nobre, the dog-catcher, stands before me
carrying a noose threaded through a bamboo pole.
I head off down Catholic Mission Street where Ahmed,
a boy with no legs, whizzes by on his wooden trolley
on wooden wheels, I race whippet-fast past musicians playing
Omolé and on to the Race Course where we celebrate
Empire Day, dash down to the Marina, avoiding the wrath
of Mr Pickering outside his store. (He calls us picanninies,
we call him ‘dog-lips’ before scarpering.) At the beach
I see older cousin Sam among the palm trees and canoes;