Contents ( 41)
- Chapter One Atlas
- Chapter Two Lily
- Chapter Three Atlas
- Chapter Four Lily
- Chapter Five Atlas
- Chapter Six Lily
- Chapter Seven Atlas
- Chapter Eight Lily
- Chapter Nine Atlas
- Chapter Ten Lily
- Chapter Eleven Atlas
- Chapter Twelve Lily
- Chapter Thirteen Atlas
- Chapter Fourteen Lily
- Chapter Fifteen Atlas
- Chapter Sixteen Lily
- Chapter Seventeen Atlas
- Chapter Eighteen Lily
- Chapter Nineteen Atlas
- Chapter Twenty Lily
- Chapter Twenty-One Atlas
- Chapter Twenty-Two Lily
- Chapter Twenty-Three Atlas
- Chapter Twenty-Four Lily
- Chapter Twenty-Five Atlas
- Chapter Twenty-Six Lily
- Chapter Twenty-Seven Atlas
- Chapter Twenty-Eight Lily
- Chapter Twenty-Nine Atlas
- Chapter Thirty Lily
- Chapter Thirty-One Atlas
- Chapter Thirty-Two Lily
- Chapter Thirty-Three Atlas
- Chapter Thirty-Four Lily
- Chapter Thirty-Five Atlas
- Chapter Thirty-Six Lily
- Chapter Thirty-Seven Atlas
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Also by Colleen Hoover
- Table of Contents
Whatever conversation this is, he wants complete privacy.
He exits the apartment to head to the roof, and I look toward Allysa for guidance. Once Ryle is out of earshot, she says, “I told him you had an event tonight.”
“Thanks.” Allysa swore she wouldn’t tell Ryle about my date, but I can’t figure out why he’s so angry if he doesn’t know where I’ve been. “Why is he upset?”
Allysa shrugs. “No idea. He seemed fine when he showed up an hour ago.”
I know better than anyone how Ryle can seem fine one second and absolutely the opposite of fine the next. But I usually know what’s setting him off.
Did he find out I went on a date? Did he find out it was with Atlas?
Once I’m on the roof, I locate Ryle leaning over the ledge, looking down. My stomach is already in knots. My heels click against the floor as I make my way over to him.
Ryle glances at me briefly. “You look… nice.” He says it in a way that makes it seem like an insult rather than a compliment. Or maybe that’s just my guilt.
“Thank you.” I lean against the ledge, waiting for him to speak up about whatever is bothering him.
“Did you just get back from a date?”
“I had an event.” I go along with Allysa’s lie. There’s no point in being honest with him, because it’s too soon to know if this thing with Atlas is going anywhere yet, and the truth would only upset Ryle more. I press my back against the ledge and fold my arms over my chest. “What is it, Ryle?”
He waits a beat before he finally speaks. “I’ve never seen that cartoon before tonight.”
Is he just trying to make small talk or is he angry about something? I’m confused by this whole conversation.
Until I’m not.
I swear, I can be such an idiot sometimes. Of course he’s upset. He once read all my journal entries. He knows how much that movie means to me after having read everything I wrote about it, but I guess now that he’s finally seen it, he’s connected the dots. And by the looks of it, he’s added some dots of his own.
He turns now, facing me with an expression full of betrayal. “You named our daughter Dory?” He takes a step closer. “You chose my daughter’s middle name because of your connection with that man?”
I feel an immediate pulsing in my temples. That man. I break eye contact with him while I think of how to properly communicate this. When I chose the name Dory as Emerson’s middle name, I didn’t do it for Atlas. That movie meant something to me long before Atlas came into the picture, but I probably should have thought twice about it before going through with naming her that.
I clear my throat, making room for the truth. “I chose that name because the character inspired me when I was younger. It had nothing to do with anyone else.”