Contents (41)
- Chapter One Atlas
- Chapter Two Lily
- Chapter Three Atlas
- Chapter Four Lily
- Chapter Five Atlas
- Chapter Six Lily
- Chapter Seven Atlas
- Chapter Eight Lily
- Chapter Nine Atlas
- Chapter Ten Lily
- Chapter Eleven Atlas
- Chapter Twelve Lily
- Chapter Thirteen Atlas
- Chapter Fourteen Lily
- Chapter Fifteen Atlas
- Chapter Sixteen Lily
- Chapter Seventeen Atlas
- Chapter Eighteen Lily
- Chapter Nineteen Atlas
- Chapter Twenty Lily
- Chapter Twenty-One Atlas
- Chapter Twenty-Two Lily
- Chapter Twenty-Three Atlas
- Chapter Twenty-Four Lily
- Chapter Twenty-Five Atlas
- Chapter Twenty-Six Lily
- Chapter Twenty-Seven Atlas
- Chapter Twenty-Eight Lily
- Chapter Twenty-Nine Atlas
- Chapter Thirty Lily
- Chapter Thirty-One Atlas
- Chapter Thirty-Two Lily
- Chapter Thirty-Three Atlas
- Chapter Thirty-Four Lily
- Chapter Thirty-Five Atlas
- Chapter Thirty-Six Lily
- Chapter Thirty-Seven Atlas
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Also by Colleen Hoover
- Table of Contents
I walk to the bathroom sink to start my nightly skin-care routine, and I take my phone with me. I’ve carried it with me every step since he showed up at lunchtime today and told me he’d call me tonight. I should have clarified what tonight meant.
To Atlas, tonight could mean eleven.
To me, it could mean eight.
We probably have two completely different definitions for what morning and night even mean. He’s a successful chef who gets home to unwind after midnight, and I’m in my pajamas by seven in the evening.
My phone makes a noise, but it isn’t a ringtone. It’s making a noise like someone is trying to FaceTime me.
Please don’t be Atlas.
I am not prepared for a video chat; I just put face scrub on. I look at the phone and sure enough, it’s him.
I answer it and quickly flip the phone around so that he can’t see me. I leave it on my sink while I speed up the cleansing process. “You asked if you could call me. This is a video chat.”
I hear him laugh. “I can’t see you.”
“Yeah, because I’m washing my face and getting ready for bed. You don’t need to see me.”
“Yes, I do, Lily.”
His voice makes my skin feel tingly. I flip the camera around and hold it up with an I told you so expression. My wet hair is still wrapped in a towel, I’m wearing a nightgown my grandmother probably used to own, and my face is still covered in green foam.
His smile is fluid and sexy. He’s sitting up in bed, wearing a white T-shirt, leaning against a black wooden headboard. The one time I went to his house, I never went into his bedroom. His wall is blue, like denim.
“This was definitely worth the decision to video-chat,” he says.
I set the phone back down, facing me this time, and finish rinsing. “Thanks for lunch today.” I don’t want to give him too much praise, but it was the best pasta I’ve ever had. And it was two hours old before I even had a chance to take a lunch break and eat it.
“You liked the why are you avoiding me pasta?”
“You know it was great.” I walk to my bed once I’m finished in the bathroom. I prop my phone on a pillow and lie on my side. “How was your day?”
“It was good,” he says, but he’s not very convincing with the way his voice drops on the word good.
I make a face to let him know I don’t believe him.
He looks away from the screen for a second, like he’s processing a thought. “It’s just one of those weeks, Lily. It’s better now, though.” His mouth curls into a slight grin, and it makes me smile, too.
I don’t even have to make small talk. I’d be happy just staring at him in complete silence for an hour.