Contents (41)
- Chapter One Atlas
- Chapter Two Lily
- Chapter Three Atlas
- Chapter Four Lily
- Chapter Five Atlas
- Chapter Six Lily
- Chapter Seven Atlas
- Chapter Eight Lily
- Chapter Nine Atlas
- Chapter Ten Lily
- Chapter Eleven Atlas
- Chapter Twelve Lily
- Chapter Thirteen Atlas
- Chapter Fourteen Lily
- Chapter Fifteen Atlas
- Chapter Sixteen Lily
- Chapter Seventeen Atlas
- Chapter Eighteen Lily
- Chapter Nineteen Atlas
- Chapter Twenty Lily
- Chapter Twenty-One Atlas
- Chapter Twenty-Two Lily
- Chapter Twenty-Three Atlas
- Chapter Twenty-Four Lily
- Chapter Twenty-Five Atlas
- Chapter Twenty-Six Lily
- Chapter Twenty-Seven Atlas
- Chapter Twenty-Eight Lily
- Chapter Twenty-Nine Atlas
- Chapter Thirty Lily
- Chapter Thirty-One Atlas
- Chapter Thirty-Two Lily
- Chapter Thirty-Three Atlas
- Chapter Thirty-Four Lily
- Chapter Thirty-Five Atlas
- Chapter Thirty-Six Lily
- Chapter Thirty-Seven Atlas
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Also by Colleen Hoover
- Table of Contents
I really don’t want to tell her where I’m going, but it’s Allysa. She reads me better than anyone. She can see the hesitation on my face and takes it for exactly what it is. “Is this a date outfit?” She whispers it and then closes the front door. “Is it the Greek god?”
“Atlas. Yes. Please don’t tell your brother.”
Right when I say that, I notice Marshall standing close by in the living room. He immediately covers his ears and says, “I heard nothing. I see nothing. Lalalalalala.” He walks through the foyer and disappears into the kitchen.
Allysa brushes his presence off with a wave. “He’s so good at being neutral; don’t worry about him.” She motions for me to follow her into the living room. Rylee is in a playpen, so Allysa walks Emmy over to her. “Rylee, look who’s here!”
Rylee smiles when she sees Emmy. The girls are starting to show excitement in each other’s presence. I love that they’re not too far apart in age. The six-month gap feels smaller and smaller the older Emmy gets.
“Where is he taking you?”
I smooth my hands down my outfit, and then flick off a piece of lint. “To dinner, but I’ve never been to this place. I hope I’m not overdressed.”
“Is this your first date with him? You seem nervous.”
“It is our first date, and I am nervous. But it’s a different kind of nervous. A good nervous. I know him so well already, so I don’t feel like I’m about to have to spend an evening with a stranger.”
Allysa studies me for a moment with gentle eyes. “You seem excited. I’ve missed this side of you.”
“Yeah. Me too.” I bend to give both Emmy and Rylee kisses. “I won’t be out too late. I have to get back to the shop and close up for Lucy, so he’s picking me up there. I should be back around nine thirty, so try to keep her up until then if you don’t mind.”
“Why are you coming back so early? That’s lame.”
“I didn’t sleep last night. I’m exhausted. But I don’t want to cancel the date, so I’m going to power through.”
“Ugh. Motherhood,” Allysa says, rolling her eyes. “I’ll keep her awake—go have fun. Drink a coffee or a five-hour or something.”
I’ve lost count of the number of coffees I’ve had today. “Love you. Thanks for saving the day,” I say on my way out the door.
“That’s what I’m here for,” she singsongs.
Chapter Eleven Atlas
I wanted the day to go by faster, so I decided to help out in the kitchen at Bib’s even though I prepared for the night with a full staff. Now I smell like garlic. This is the third time I’ve tried scrubbing the smell off, to no avail. But if I don’t leave now, I’ll be late meeting her.
We’re taking it slow, so I’m picking her up at her work rather than her apartment. I have no idea where she lives now, or if she still lives in the apartment building I showed up at almost two years ago when she needed help. For whatever reason, where we live is something that hasn’t come up in our conversations. She probably doesn’t even know I sold my house and moved into the city earlier this year. I’m curious how far apart we live from each other now.