Contents (41)
- Chapter One Atlas
- Chapter Two Lily
- Chapter Three Atlas
- Chapter Four Lily
- Chapter Five Atlas
- Chapter Six Lily
- Chapter Seven Atlas
- Chapter Eight Lily
- Chapter Nine Atlas
- Chapter Ten Lily
- Chapter Eleven Atlas
- Chapter Twelve Lily
- Chapter Thirteen Atlas
- Chapter Fourteen Lily
- Chapter Fifteen Atlas
- Chapter Sixteen Lily
- Chapter Seventeen Atlas
- Chapter Eighteen Lily
- Chapter Nineteen Atlas
- Chapter Twenty Lily
- Chapter Twenty-One Atlas
- Chapter Twenty-Two Lily
- Chapter Twenty-Three Atlas
- Chapter Twenty-Four Lily
- Chapter Twenty-Five Atlas
- Chapter Twenty-Six Lily
- Chapter Twenty-Seven Atlas
- Chapter Twenty-Eight Lily
- Chapter Twenty-Nine Atlas
- Chapter Thirty Lily
- Chapter Thirty-One Atlas
- Chapter Thirty-Two Lily
- Chapter Thirty-Three Atlas
- Chapter Thirty-Four Lily
- Chapter Thirty-Five Atlas
- Chapter Thirty-Six Lily
- Chapter Thirty-Seven Atlas
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Also by Colleen Hoover
- Table of Contents
A few seconds later the back door opened and he looked behind me, then to the left and right of me. It wasn’t until he looked at my face that he saw I was crying.
“You okay?” he asked, stepping outside. I used my shirt to wipe away my tears, and noticed he came outside instead of inviting me in. I sat down on the porch step and he sat down next to me.
“I’m fine,” I said. “I’m just mad. Sometimes I cry when I get mad.”
He reached over and tucked my hair behind my ear. I liked it when he did that and I suddenly wasn’t nearly as mad anymore. Then he put his arm around me and pulled me to him so that my head was resting on his shoulder. I don’t know how he calmed me down without even talking, but he did. Some people just have a calming presence about them and he’s one of those people. Completely opposite of my father.
We sat like that for a while, until I saw my bedroom light turn on.
“You should go,” he whispered. We could both see my mom standing in my bedroom looking for me. It wasn’t until that moment that I realized what a perfect view he has of my bedroom.
As I walked back home, I tried to think about the entire time Atlas has been in that house. I tried to recall if I’d walked around after dark with the light on at night, because all I normally wear in my room at night is a T-shirt.
Here’s what’s crazy about that, Ellen: I was kind of hoping I had.
—Lily
Atlas isn’t smiling when I finish reading. He’s staring at me with a lot of feeling, and the heaviness in his eyes is making my chest tight.
“We were so young,” he says. His voice carries a little bit of ache in it.
“I know. Too young to deal with the stuff we dealt with. Especially you.”
Atlas isn’t looking at his phone anymore, but he’s moving his head in agreement. The mood has shifted, and I can tell he’s thinking about something else entirely. It brings me back to what he tried to brush off earlier when he said it’s been one of those weeks.
“What’s bothering you?”
His eyes return to his phone. He seems like he might brush it off again, but then he just sighs and readjusts himself so that he’s sitting higher up against his headboard. “Someone vandalized the restaurants.”
“Both of them?”
He nods. “Yeah, it started a few days ago.”
“You think it’s someone you know?”
“It’s not anyone I recognize, but the security footage wasn’t very clear. I haven’t reported it to the police yet.”
“Why haven’t you?”
His eyebrows furrow. “Whoever it is seems younger—maybe in their teens. I guess I’m worried they might be in a similar situation to the one I was in back then. Destitute.” The tension in his eyes eases a bit. “And what if they don’t have a Lily to save them?”