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Chapters (56)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Title Page
  4. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  5. Part One Solar Phase
  6. June 2017
  7. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  8. The Book of Leah
  9. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  10. The Book of Leah
  11. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  12. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  13. September 2017
  14. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  15. The Book of Leah
  16. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  17. The Book of Leah
  18. October 2017
  19. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  20. The Book of Leah
  21. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  22. November 2017
  23. The Book of Leah
  24. November 2017
  25. Kingdomtide 2017
  26. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  27. The Book of Leah
  28. December 2017
  29. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  30. The Book of Leah
  31. Advent 2017
  32. Part Two Lunar Phase
  33. The Book of Leah
  34. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  35. December 2017
  36. The Book of Leah
  37. Transfiguration 2018
  38. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  39. February 2018
  40. The Book of Leah
  41. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  42. February 2018
  43. The Book of Leah
  44. Lent 2018
  45. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  46. March 2018
  47. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  48. March 2018
  49. The Book of Leah
  50. Eastertide 2018
  51. Eastertide: Friday the 13th – April 2018
  52. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  53. Eastertide: Friday the 13th – April 2018
  54. The Book of Leah
  55. Acknowledgements
  56. Note On The Author

It was outside the back door, its throat torn, probably by a badly set snare. The second carcass, the following day, had a shotgun wound to the stomach at close range, as if it had been dead already and fired at for good measure, for amusement. This made me wonder if our conversation with Mary had been overheard somehow, if her words about Luke’s laziness with the foxes had got back to him.

I also wondered – the mood on the island being what it was – if Mary had staged the whole exchange as some kind of bait for us, if she was in league with the boy.

There was no third fox. The next day, there was Viola. She stood on our doorstep, as red of pelt as those earlier offerings, but very much alive.

‘Mr Hailey wants to see you at the stones,’ she said, delivering the message flatly, as if forced to, her hands thrust into the pockets of a long padded coat several sizes too large. Her dog was sniffing frantically at the ground, the fox scent likely still potent to its sensitive nose.

‘When?’ I asked.

‘Tonight,’ she replied, ‘after school. Sunset.’

Then she was gone.

I could pretend that I mistrusted the motives of the girl, that I took my time deciding if it was judicious to meet a man like Ben in a place as remote as the stones. I could pretend that the lure had not worked instantly, troublingly, rendering me useless for the rest of the day, counting the hours until the sun began its descent, but I was done with pretence; of course I would go.

He was standing at the very edge of the high north cliff when I arrived, craning for a better view of the dramatics of the sea. The winds were calm enough that day to allow it; any other time he’d have been swiftly buffeted to his death.

‘There’s a terrible fury going on down there, regardless of whether I walk into the middle of those stones,’ he said with a smile, in place of a greeting. He pulled down the hood of his heavy blue parka and leant in for a kiss.

I leant away.

‘Who told you that,’ I said, my voice dry, official, ‘about the fury? The Eldest Girls?’

He considered me with amused confusion; my tone, my rejection of his kiss, they were merely a riddle to be solved.

‘Those girls are…’ he searched our surroundings for the right words ‘… full of stories!’

I knew that line, he wasn’t the first to deliver it: girls make things up; they tell fibs, are prone to embellishments and fantasies; they don’t know their own minds.

‘I threw your phone down the well,’ I told him.

‘Shit!’ he said. He looked genuinely distressed, as if it truly had been gold or the body of a forsaken wife. ‘What, by accident, or –’

‘On purpose,’ I said.

‘But… why would you –’