Back Impossible Causes
Chapters (56)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Title Page
  4. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  5. Part One Solar Phase
  6. June 2017
  7. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  8. The Book of Leah
  9. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  10. The Book of Leah
  11. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  12. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  13. September 2017
  14. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  15. The Book of Leah
  16. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  17. The Book of Leah
  18. October 2017
  19. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  20. The Book of Leah
  21. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  22. November 2017
  23. The Book of Leah
  24. November 2017
  25. Kingdomtide 2017
  26. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  27. The Book of Leah
  28. December 2017
  29. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  30. The Book of Leah
  31. Advent 2017
  32. Part Two Lunar Phase
  33. The Book of Leah
  34. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  35. December 2017
  36. The Book of Leah
  37. Transfiguration 2018
  38. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  39. February 2018
  40. The Book of Leah
  41. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  42. February 2018
  43. The Book of Leah
  44. Lent 2018
  45. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  46. March 2018
  47. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  48. March 2018
  49. The Book of Leah
  50. Eastertide 2018
  51. Eastertide: Friday the 13th – April 2018
  52. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  53. Eastertide: Friday the 13th – April 2018
  54. The Book of Leah
  55. Acknowledgements
  56. Note On The Author

‘Crane knows it’s him,’ Mary put in. ‘We took the heart to him as proof – Rhoda, Ingrid and me – proof that our girls were being harassed. We know they’re acting a bit all over the place right now but is it any wonder? You’ve heard Crane’s solution to it all, though – lock ’em up!’ She finished her wine with an aggressive swig. ‘Why should we lock up our girls and not that little bastard?’

She set down the glass gently and straightened her jumper – a small, decorous action to demonstrate that her anger was not for us.

‘And who was it, do you think,’ I asked, adding that touch of innocence to my voice, ‘who told Luke the girls were fair game?’

My mother turned slowly to scowl at me. ‘Leah Cedars, you do ask the strangest questions!’

She was right; it was a strange question. I wanted them to see that it was and wonder why I’d asked it. Hadn’t Luke’s behaviour changed all of a sudden and only recently, about the same time a handsome new stranger stepped on our soil? The two of them moving into the Billet House, the elder perhaps encouraging the younger to give free rein to that dark something lying there, ready within him, cultivated during his childhood growing up on an island like this.

‘Oh, they say all sorts of crude stuff at the Anchor, the men,’ was Mary’s too-easy response. ‘It gets back to me,’ she said, ‘I don’t miss nothing.’

The three of us around that kitchen island were our own worst enemies – scared to tell each other what we really knew and honestly felt, how in our quietest moments we suspected the most terrible things, impossible things. How would we ever gain strength in numbers if we continued to depend on the comfort of our doubts?

My mother tried to top up Mary’s glass but Mary placed her hand across it. She wanted to get home for Jade-Marie. We should just leave things as they were, was Mary’s parting decision, bide our time, see who the Council appointed as gamekeeper. As if that was going to be any surprise. I didn’t want to let her go. The girls had rejected my call to action and now Mary was too. I would not be herded back into that pen with the perpetrators, the collaborators and the ones who stood by.

‘We could go to the Big House,’ I said, taking a keen grip of Mary’s arm as she made for the door, ‘get the Earl to appoint you.’

Mary shook her head, laughed the idea away.

‘Wake the Earl?’ she said. ‘Oh, no, I’m not sure we’ve quite got to that yet.’

The day after her visit we found the first fox.