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Chapters (56)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Title Page
  4. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  5. Part One Solar Phase
  6. June 2017
  7. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  8. The Book of Leah
  9. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  10. The Book of Leah
  11. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  12. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  13. September 2017
  14. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  15. The Book of Leah
  16. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  17. The Book of Leah
  18. October 2017
  19. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  20. The Book of Leah
  21. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  22. November 2017
  23. The Book of Leah
  24. November 2017
  25. Kingdomtide 2017
  26. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  27. The Book of Leah
  28. December 2017
  29. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  30. The Book of Leah
  31. Advent 2017
  32. Part Two Lunar Phase
  33. The Book of Leah
  34. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  35. December 2017
  36. The Book of Leah
  37. Transfiguration 2018
  38. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  39. February 2018
  40. The Book of Leah
  41. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  42. February 2018
  43. The Book of Leah
  44. Lent 2018
  45. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  46. March 2018
  47. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  48. March 2018
  49. The Book of Leah
  50. Eastertide 2018
  51. Eastertide: Friday the 13th – April 2018
  52. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  53. Eastertide: Friday the 13th – April 2018
  54. The Book of Leah
  55. Acknowledgements
  56. Note On The Author

‘I said…’ Viola faltered. The man looked pale, vulnerable. ‘I said, she’s your girlfriend.’

Viola expected him to deny it, to shift their conversation back to the funeral or her stupid act on the harbour’s edge, but instead there was a palpable shift in him – a lifting of the chest.

‘How do you know that?’ he asked. He was trying out a certain swagger, a boyish smile playing at the corners of his mouth. It was touching, almost sad.

Viola took a breath to speak.

I saw you chasing the woman once or twice, heard her telling you to go away, so I sent a boy to spy on you, by accident really, as a distraction for him, and he came to the conclusion that you two are definitely doing it, which is odd because it seems to me she’s definitely doing it with that man at the funeral today.

Viola couldn’t say that. She knew how it felt to be hopeful, and how it felt to be lonely, to be crushed. She liked Saul. She wanted him to be happy, and that was likely within her powers, now that she knew how strong they were. It could be as simple as driving a nail into the softness of a heart.

‘I know she’s your girlfriend,’ was what Viola said to Saul, ‘because Leah told me herself.’

The Book of Leah

THE BOOK OF LEAH

I needed a back-up, a witness, perhaps even a lucky charm. The voice of two women equals the voice of one man – that is what I had been brought up to believe. It couldn’t be the girls themselves, nor their mothers; they were too close, too vested. It amused me, I suppose, to speak for our island in the company of a coycrock redhead.

It was exactly as it had been the last time I visited the Reunyon Farmstead: she was ready with her defences. As soon as my feet crunched the gravel, she came thundering down the steps of the porch, spilling out a plea for vindication. Nothing to do with livestock this time, or the behaviour of her dog; she wanted to justify something she’d said.

‘I felt under pressure and I didn’t know what to say and I felt sorry for him and –’

‘Felt sorry for who?’ I cut in.

Her mouth clamped shut. She realised that she had done it again – spoken too soon. We looked one another up and down.