Back Impossible Causes
Chapters (56)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Title Page
  4. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  5. Part One Solar Phase
  6. June 2017
  7. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  8. The Book of Leah
  9. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  10. The Book of Leah
  11. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  12. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  13. September 2017
  14. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  15. The Book of Leah
  16. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  17. The Book of Leah
  18. October 2017
  19. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  20. The Book of Leah
  21. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  22. November 2017
  23. The Book of Leah
  24. November 2017
  25. Kingdomtide 2017
  26. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  27. The Book of Leah
  28. December 2017
  29. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  30. The Book of Leah
  31. Advent 2017
  32. Part Two Lunar Phase
  33. The Book of Leah
  34. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  35. December 2017
  36. The Book of Leah
  37. Transfiguration 2018
  38. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  39. February 2018
  40. The Book of Leah
  41. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  42. February 2018
  43. The Book of Leah
  44. Lent 2018
  45. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  46. March 2018
  47. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  48. March 2018
  49. The Book of Leah
  50. Eastertide 2018
  51. Eastertide: Friday the 13th – April 2018
  52. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  53. Eastertide: Friday the 13th – April 2018
  54. The Book of Leah
  55. Acknowledgements
  56. Note On The Author

In their lower moments, the girls would go so far as to ask themselves if they deserved it – if, in some way, what was happening to them was punishment for a sin. Viola would never stand for this line of talk.

‘So, in that case, it’s my fault that my dad and brother were killed?’

‘Maybe,’ said Anna dispassionately.

‘No!’ exclaimed Jade-Marie. ‘No one is saying that!’ She clutched Viola to her, mothering her with a stroke of the head.

‘Then, what sin is it,’ Viola asked, ‘the one you think you’re being punished for?’

Britta immediately had the answer. ‘The sin of being a girl.’

From there, Viola suggested the harmonies. It was something active, positive, loud. It would demonstrate their holiness to the island and, more importantly from the girls’ point of view, God would hear them.

Viola had an ear for music. In the school and church choirs, she’d sung solos, boarding minibuses to perform at events across the country, returning with a hoarse voice, mostly from hollering along to the Now compilations on the journey back. She missed it.

When the mothers seized upon the girls’ singing display, thrusting them to the front of chapel, to show how good, how heavenly, their daughters were in the aftermath of Peter Cedars’ death, Viola had to ask, ‘So, your mums, they know?’

This brought about desperate exclamations of no and you must never say anything and I couldn’t bear it if my mum thought of me like that and they think this is just about spells.

Not a soul on the island knew what was going on except them, they said. Viola countered this, forced them to concede that some people might; that they could be too scared or too toadying to do anything but look away. This was when Miss Cedars’ name would bob to the surface – the main villain. Oh, she definitely knows, they’d stress, it’s not like we haven’t tried to tell her enough times. They mocked her with unkind impressions, especially of the way she clung to Mr Hailey. She’s brainwashing him, they’d say, making him believe it’s all okay.

Viola couldn’t help but think that telling the truth would be the simplest way to end it all. We wouldn’t be believed, was their response, even with our mums onside, it would be buried all over again, we would be punished even more. Viola tried to imagine herself in the same situation – her mother would be the very last person she’d go to, and after her, who was left?