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Chapters (56)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Title Page
  4. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  5. Part One Solar Phase
  6. June 2017
  7. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  8. The Book of Leah
  9. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  10. The Book of Leah
  11. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  12. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  13. September 2017
  14. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  15. The Book of Leah
  16. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  17. The Book of Leah
  18. October 2017
  19. Ordinary Time: Autumn 2017
  20. The Book of Leah
  21. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  22. November 2017
  23. The Book of Leah
  24. November 2017
  25. Kingdomtide 2017
  26. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  27. The Book of Leah
  28. December 2017
  29. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  30. The Book of Leah
  31. Advent 2017
  32. Part Two Lunar Phase
  33. The Book of Leah
  34. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  35. December 2017
  36. The Book of Leah
  37. Transfiguration 2018
  38. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  39. February 2018
  40. The Book of Leah
  41. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  42. February 2018
  43. The Book of Leah
  44. Lent 2018
  45. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  46. March 2018
  47. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  48. March 2018
  49. The Book of Leah
  50. Eastertide 2018
  51. Eastertide: Friday the 13th – April 2018
  52. Friday the 13th – April 2018
  53. Eastertide: Friday the 13th – April 2018
  54. The Book of Leah
  55. Acknowledgements
  56. Note On The Author

‘Fate’s fate,’ said Viola, a quick, mechanical response, a pull-back from her grief. She blew across the surface of the tea.

‘I need to be having a word with your mother, do I?’

He kept his tone light, and so did she.

‘Probably. She thinks she can run away from it – fate.’

Saul pulled a face, confused: ‘I mean, do I need to be telling Dr Bishy about you?’

Viola’s attention was snatched from the steaming tea. ‘Oh, no!’ she protested. ‘Don’t do that!’

She watched him take this in, her censure of the man. Saul’s face fell, became serious.

‘I mean, I’m not, like, depressed or anything,’ she countered, desperate to soften what she’d said, not to have her words reported back to Dr Bishy himself. ‘I just wanted to sit there for a bit. I’m very happy right now. Things are going really well.’ She meant it, strangely. ‘I just needed to have a bit of a cry after the funeral, you know.’

Saul nodded. He looked to the door that led to the front desk – the route towards the chapel and the gamekeeper’s lodge where everyone would be eating sandwiches now. Viola waited for him to speak again, the moment stretching out uncomfortably. She blew across her tea once more, so she might gulp it down faster and be gone.

‘I, er…’ He coughed, started again. ‘I hope Leah Cedars is bearing up okay.’

He did not look at her.

Viola’s senses were snagged by the name, by the quality of his voice when he used it. More dots joined up. The younger woman crying at the front of the chapel was Peter Cedars’ daughter, who was, of course, the same woman who had come to the farmstead with him that time when he’d warned Viola about the snare. More importantly, this was the same woman Michael was spying on. This was Miss Cedars, the lovely Miss Cedars, who the Eldest Girls talked of sometimes, disparagingly so because of the way she fawned over Mr Hailey, the male teacher who was giving them practical demonstrations of the ways of the mainland.

Leah Cedars had managed to exist as several separate women in Viola’s mind, but now, like that science trick with the coloured filters, circles of red, green and blue slid on top of one another to become a single white light.

They’re definitely doing it – that’s what Michael had said. Leah Cedars and Saul Cooper are definitely doing it.

‘So, she’s…’ Viola did not know how to phrase it. Leah Cedars was being consoled by a different man at the funeral, in a way that suggested they were definitely doing it. Had Michael got things wrong? Viola found herself falling easily into the guise of childish innocence. ‘So, Leah Cedars, she’s your girlfriend, right?’

Saul’s eyes were on her. ‘What did you say?’