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  1. I DARE YOU
  2. Sam Carrington
  3. Copyright
  4. PRAISE FOR SAM CARRINGTON
  5. Dedication
  6. Epigraph
  7. Prologue
  8. 1989
  9. Chapter One
  10. 2019
  11. Chapter Two
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  13. Chapter Three
  14. 1989
  15. Chapter Four
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  17. Chapter Five
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  19. Chapter Six
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  21. Chapter Seven
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  23. Chapter Eight
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  25. Chapter Nine
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  27. Chapter Ten
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  29. Chapter Eleven
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  31. Chapter Twelve
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  33. Chapter Thirteen
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  35. Chapter Fourteen
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  37. Chapter Fifteen
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  39. Chapter Sixteen
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  41. Chapter Seventeen
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  43. Chapter Eighteen
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  45. Chapter Nineteen
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  47. Chapter Twenty
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  49. Chapter Twenty-One
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  51. Chapter Twenty-Two
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  53. Chapter Twenty-Three
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  55. Chapter Twenty-Four
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  57. Chapter Twenty-Five
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  59. Chapter Twenty-Six
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  61. Chapter Twenty-Seven
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  63. Chapter Twenty-Eight
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  65. Chapter Twenty-Nine
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  67. Chapter Thirty
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  69. Chapter Thirty-One
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  71. Chapter Thirty-Two
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  73. Chapter Thirty-Three
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  75. Chapter Thirty-Four
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  77. Chapter Thirty-Five
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  79. Chapter Thirty-Six
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  81. Chapter Thirty-Seven
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  83. Chapter Thirty-Eight
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  85. Chapter Thirty-Nine
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  87. Chapter Forty
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  89. Chapter Forty-One
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  91. Chapter Forty-Two
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  93. Chapter Forty-Three
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  95. Chapter Forty-Four
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  97. Chapter Forty-Five
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  99. Chapter Forty-Six
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  101. Chapter Forty-Seven
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  103. Chapter Forty-Eight
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  105. Chapter Forty-Nine
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  107. Chapter Fifty
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  109. Chapter Fifty-One
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  111. Chapter Fifty-Two
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  113. Chapter Fifty-Three
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  115. Chapter Fifty-Four
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  117. Chapter Fifty-Five
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  119. Chapter Fifty-Six
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  121. Chapter Fifty-Seven
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  123. Chapter Fifty-Eight
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  125. Chapter Fifty-Nine
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  127. Chapter Sixty
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  129. Chapter Sixty-One
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  131. Chapter Sixty-Two
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  133. Chapter Sixty-Three
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  135. Chapter Sixty-Four
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  137. Chapter Sixty-Five
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  139. Chapter Sixty-Six
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  141. Chapter Sixty-Seven
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  143. Chapter Sixty-Eight
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  145. Chapter Sixty-Nine
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  147. Chapter Seventy
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  149. Chapter Seventy-One
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  151. Chapter Seventy-Two
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  153. Chapter Seventy-Three
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  155. Chapter Seventy-Four
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  157. Chapter Seventy-Five
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  159. Chapter Seventy-Six
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  161. Chapter Seventy-Seven
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  163. Chapter Seventy-Eight
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  165. Chapter Seventy-Nine
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  167. Chapter Eighty
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  169. Chapter Eighty-One
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  171. Chapter Eighty-Two
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  173. Chapter Eighty-Three
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  175. Chapter Eighty-Four
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  177. Chapter Eighty-Five
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  179. Chapter Eighty-Six
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  181. Chapter Eighty-Seven
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  183. Chapter Eighty-Eight
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  185. Chapter Eighty-Nine
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  187. Chapter Ninety
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  189. Chapter Ninety-One
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  191. Chapter Ninety-Two
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  193. Chapter Ninety-Three
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  195. Chapter Ninety-Four
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  197. Chapter Ninety-Five
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  199. Chapter Ninety-Six
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  201. Chapter Ninety-Seven
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  203. Chapter Ninety-Eight
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  205. Chapter Ninety-Nine
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  207. Chapter One Hundred
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  209. Chapter One Hundred and One
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  211. Chapter One Hundred and Two
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  213. Chapter One Hundred and Three
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  215. Chapter One Hundred and Four
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  217. Chapter One Hundred and Five
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  219. Epilogue
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  221. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  222. Keep Reading …
  223. About the Author
  224. By the Same Author
  225. About the Publisher

Something’s wrong, Anna. Something is very wrong.

Anna had sighed at her mother’s words, wondering what melodrama was about to unfold. But her gut had twisted as Muriel carried on with her story.

Now, washing and drying her hands with the small, rough towel, Anna decided she’d have to ring James and get him to have Carrie for the night despite it not being his turn. The journey to Mapledon would only take two hours or so from Bristol, but she didn’t want to take Carrie there – didn’t want her dragged into whatever was going on. If anything. Her mother could be over-reacting. When Anna was growing up that’d been her MO – even before Anna’s father had left and then more so when old-age shenanigans took over. But just in case, it would be better to go alone.

Grabbing her bag, she shouted goodbye to the remaining teachers, swept out of the building and climbed into her car. Her blue Escort spluttered into life and she drove out of the school gate. With a sick feeling in the pit of her stomach, she turned right, joining the traffic that would take her to the M5.

Her mother’s words continued to repeat themselves inside her mind as she drove:

There was such a racket at the front of the house, it scared me half to death. When I mustered the courage to go out there, I found it.

Found what, Mum?

The doll’s head. Hammered to my front door.

Chapter Two

2019

Lizzie

The envelope, its corner peeping out from within the clump of mail she’d shoved behind the purple key pot – the one neither of them actually used for their keys, preferring instead to spend stressful minutes searching for the last place they’d flung them – glared at her like an accusation. Lizzie snatched it up, then slammed it down on the counter, taking a step back as though it were a dangerous object about to inflict harm.

Something told her it would do her harm. Its content, anyway. Mentally, not physically. She knew physical pain, had endured years of it growing up in various care homes. She could cope with that; was hardened to it. Her mental well-being had never caught up, though. That was still fragile, like butterfly wings – delicate, prone to breaking. She had to guard herself from outside factors.

Guard herself from the words the envelope held within.

She’d ignored it for as long as possible. Hidden it from Dom. Tried to forget about it. She should’ve ripped it up and binned it. Why hadn’t she? Sleep had been impossible, her thoughts, her imagination, keeping her awake hour after hour. She knew this had to be done.

Taking the envelope once again, she stared at the postmark. At the logo. It was definitely from the solicitor.

It’d happened thirty years ago. Lizzie had only been eight years old, but some memories never faded. Some intensified with age. There was much she didn’t remember – but those gaps had often been filled in for her by the people in the children’s home. Carers, teachers, the other kids – they’d all had something to say about it.