I only enjoy it for seconds before he rolls off me. Instantly, I’m empty, hollow, I hate it. It’s painful for one moment to be so perfect and beautiful then have ripped away. Closing my eyes, I try to hide it. I know Leo won’t want to see it. I feel him roll off the bed and watch him go into the bathroom.
He’s only gone for a few minutes before he’s back. His eyes flick over me, but he doesn’t say anything. He starts to get dressed. A thousand words come and fall away as I watch him, only nothing comes out. He doesn’t look at me again. When I hear the front door close, I give into the need and roll over and cry.
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Alexa
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When the elevator doors open I refuse to look up, keeping my eyes on the report I’m working on. I still see he’s in a black suit today with a white shirt and black tie. He looks like he’s going to a funeral, I wonder if it’s a subliminal message. I came in this morning to find multiple emails from Leo sent from nine last night until about two in the morning. It gave me a little satisfaction to know he was awake and miserable too. Somewhere around one I broke down and took a sleeping pill. I hate sleeping pills, they always left me hung over and groggy.
Leo doesn’t say a word before he goes into his office. The day passes relatively quietly. It’s like any other day before he found out, both of us slightly cranky and combative still otherwise professional. Then around five thirty, an instant message comes through from Leo.
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Do you have your room key?
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Cringing with shame that the question sends my pussy into a hot, greedy spasm of need, my fingers fly across the keyboard.
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Yes
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His reply comes even faster.
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Good always have it with you
Go to the room now
I’ll be there soon
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Shit, my nipples tighten to the point of pain.
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Yes sir
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Then I log off, grab my purse, and run for the elevator. I make it to the hotel in what feels like record time, in an unbelievable state of need. I’m not the only one though because I barely have my dress off when I hear the door to the suite open. Leo is coming through the bedroom door seconds later. He stops when he sees me, his eyes roam over me.
“Keep going.”
I shake my head. “You have to catch up.”