Back Her Perfect Life
Chapters (39)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Reading Group Guide
  36. A Conversation with the Author
  37. Acknowledgments
  38. About the Author
  39. Back Cover

With one hand on the splintered banister, Clare swallowed her hurt, her fear, somehow even her pride, and started up the stairs to Adam’s room. On the wall next to her, the familiar collage of framed school photos of Adam and Kaylee stared back at her—their baby-toothed kindergarten grins all the way through to, up here at the very top of the stairs, their senior portraits. Both of them beautiful, well dressed, posed by a professional photographer outside on a rustic bridge. Not believing anyone in town was capable of capturing this seminal moment to match her exacting expectations, Mrs. Collins had driven Adam and Kaylee down to Cheyenne for the photo session.

On the last step, delaying the mortification of begging Adam for forgiveness, Clare stared at the pictures of them both.

Eileen had taken her senior picture—and actually Clare thought that her sister had done a much better job than Mrs. Collins’s professional. Not because of Clare as the subject, no, but because Eileen had an amazing talent, an eye for setting up a shot. Capturing the light, an expression, an exacting tilt of the head, and she always chose the most beautiful locations for her pictures—even if the beauty was not the obvious kind.

Clare’s senior picture had been taken in the brick planter in front of the Natrona County Library with the bronze statue of an upside down Prometheus giving the gift of fire to humans. Despite the architectural attempt to spice up the front with a concave cement facade, the library would be nobody’s obvious choice for a senior photo. Except it made perfect sense to Eileen when thinking of where to pose her sister. Aside from school and their own house, the public library had been the setting for their childhood. It was always safe, warm in the winter and cool in the summer, and so long as they kept their voices down and didn’t mess around, the librarians would let them stay as long as they wanted. When they had been little, and their mother was on duty, and their father too unpredictably frightening to be around, the library was their first choice whenever it was open. Probably other people wouldn’t understand Clare’s senior picture, but to Clare and her sister, it was the perfect spot.