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Chapters (61)
  1. TITLE PAGE
  2. COPYRIGHT PAGE
  3. DEDICATION
  4. PART ONE
  5. CHAPTER 1 DEIRDRE
  6. CHAPTER 2 DEIRDRE
  7. CHAPTER 3 DEIRDRE
  8. CHAPTER 4 THEO
  9. CHAPTER 5 DEIRDRE
  10. CHAPTER 6 DEIRDRE
  11. CHAPTER 7 DEIRDRE
  12. CHAPTER 8 DEIRDRE
  13. CHAPTER 9 DEIRDRE
  14. CHAPTER 10 THEO
  15. CHAPTER 11 THEO
  16. CHAPTER 12 DEIRDRE
  17. CHAPTER 13 DEIRDRE
  18. CHAPTER 14 DEIRDRE
  19. CHAPTER 15 THEO
  20. CHAPTER 16 DEIRDRE
  21. CHAPTER 17 THEO
  22. CHAPTER 18 DEIRDRE
  23. CHAPTER 19 THEO
  24. CHAPTER 20 DEIRDRE
  25. PART TWO
  26. CHAPTER 21 DEIRDRE
  27. CHAPTER 22 THEO
  28. CHAPTER 23 DEIRDRE
  29. CHAPTER 24 DEIRDRE
  30. CHAPTER 25 THEO
  31. CHAPTER 26 DEIRDRE
  32. CHAPTER 27 DEIRDRE
  33. CHAPTER 28 THEO
  34. CHAPTER 29 DEIRDRE
  35. CHAPTER 30 THEO
  36. CHAPTER 31 DEIRDRE
  37. CHAPTER 32 DEIRDRE
  38. CHAPTER 33 DEIRDRE
  39. CHAPTER 34 THEO
  40. CHAPTER 35 DEIRDRE
  41. CHAPTER 36 DEIRDRE
  42. CHAPTER 37 THEO
  43. PART THREE
  44. CHAPTER 38 DEIRDRE
  45. CHAPTER 39 DEIRDRE
  46. CHAPTER 40 THEO
  47. CHAPTER 41 DEIRDRE
  48. CHAPTER 42 THEO
  49. CHAPTER 43 DEIRDRE
  50. CHAPTER 44 DEIRDRE
  51. CHAPTER 45 THEO
  52. CHAPTER 46 DEIRDRE
  53. CHAPTER 47 THEO
  54. CHAPTER 48 THEO
  55. CHAPTER 49 DEIRDRE
  56. CHAPTER 50 DEIRDRE
  57. CHAPTER 51 THEO
  58. CHAPTER 52 THEO
  59. CHAPTER 53 DEIRDRE
  60. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  61. ABOUT THE AUTHOR

I went home to pick up the memory card, but I was too keyed up to stay in my dungeon room, and too exhausted to hit the dojo. I ended up at my neighborhood library. It looked like a middle school, three stories of beige-brown brick with a pair of fancy glass cubes some bougie architect dreamed up later. QUEENS LIBRARY was spelled out in shiny metal letters over the entrance. It was only when you got inside that the QUEENS PUBLIC LIBRARY AT ELMHURST sign was visible. It always sounded funny to me, like Elmhurst was a destination. My working-class neighborhood was best known for its horrifically high death rate in the pandemic.

Technically, you weren’t allowed to eat, but I’d learned you could quietly scarf down a protein bar just about anywhere. I decided to work my Ben Northcutt search harder. Reading about his work on a sleepless night had made him seem like a badass. Encountering him in the flesh made it clear he was a jackass. I had questions about Caro and her taste in men. She’d teased me about my aversion to relationships, but none of my hookups had tried to kill me or called me a criminal.

All I found was more of the same. Ben was a Big Deal in journalism, and aside from his career there was nothing interesting about him. As far as I could tell, he’d never been married and had no kids. Maybe he was a cipher, but he was a boring one.

After the clock ran out on my half-hour slot, I moved to a table and put the memory card in my laptop. All 1,702 photographs came up. But I opened the card’s settings and realized it was set to only show images. I changed it to show all files, and suddenly there were 1,798.

A shiver went down my spine.

That intense feeling lasted ten seconds, until I realized all the unseen files were spreadsheets. I skimmed each one, figuring a clue would jump out at me any second. Nothing did.

There was exactly one person I knew who loved spreadsheets. I texted Reagan, asking how late she was working.

Eight, she texted back. But no dojo tonight. Want to come over for dinner?

As a matter of fact, I did.

I had no other messages, not even from Snapp. I’d sent a text to T-Rex about Aubrey pouncing on me like a jackal, but there had only been radio silence. I didn’t mind being yelled at, but the quiet was unnerving.

At twenty to eight, I headed over to Reagan’s, stopping on the way for a bodega bouquet. Reagan and her mom lived in a cozy two-story house with gingerbread trim. It looked like it had popped out of a storybook. Mrs. Chen hugged me when I came in, and I didn’t even mind. It felt like home.