Chapters (61)
- TITLE PAGE
- COPYRIGHT PAGE
- DEDICATION
- PART ONE
- CHAPTER 1 DEIRDRE
- CHAPTER 2 DEIRDRE
- CHAPTER 3 DEIRDRE
- CHAPTER 4 THEO
- CHAPTER 5 DEIRDRE
- CHAPTER 6 DEIRDRE
- CHAPTER 7 DEIRDRE
- CHAPTER 8 DEIRDRE
- CHAPTER 9 DEIRDRE
- CHAPTER 10 THEO
- CHAPTER 11 THEO
- CHAPTER 12 DEIRDRE
- CHAPTER 13 DEIRDRE
- CHAPTER 14 DEIRDRE
- CHAPTER 15 THEO
- CHAPTER 16 DEIRDRE
- CHAPTER 17 THEO
- CHAPTER 18 DEIRDRE
- CHAPTER 19 THEO
- CHAPTER 20 DEIRDRE
- PART TWO
- CHAPTER 21 DEIRDRE
- CHAPTER 22 THEO
- CHAPTER 23 DEIRDRE
- CHAPTER 24 DEIRDRE
- CHAPTER 25 THEO
- CHAPTER 26 DEIRDRE
- CHAPTER 27 DEIRDRE
- CHAPTER 28 THEO
- CHAPTER 29 DEIRDRE
- CHAPTER 30 THEO
- CHAPTER 31 DEIRDRE
- CHAPTER 32 DEIRDRE
- CHAPTER 33 DEIRDRE
- CHAPTER 34 THEO
- CHAPTER 35 DEIRDRE
- CHAPTER 36 DEIRDRE
- CHAPTER 37 THEO
- PART THREE
- CHAPTER 38 DEIRDRE
- CHAPTER 39 DEIRDRE
- CHAPTER 40 THEO
- CHAPTER 41 DEIRDRE
- CHAPTER 42 THEO
- CHAPTER 43 DEIRDRE
- CHAPTER 44 DEIRDRE
- CHAPTER 45 THEO
- CHAPTER 46 DEIRDRE
- CHAPTER 47 THEO
- CHAPTER 48 THEO
- CHAPTER 49 DEIRDRE
- CHAPTER 50 DEIRDRE
- CHAPTER 51 THEO
- CHAPTER 52 THEO
- CHAPTER 53 DEIRDRE
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
“Son, you seem to be unaware of several cold, hard facts,” he said at long last. “I know you lied to the police. You pretended you weren’t in New York, when I know you were.” He took a drink and carried his tumbler of scotch back to his desk.
“Look, Caroline had a heart condition. The police said there was nothing suspicious about her death. I don’t even know what you’re trying to accuse me of.”
“I’m not saying you did anything to Caroline.” He took a drink. “But you lied to the police, and I fear that will come back to haunt us. You told them you were flying back from Bangkok, but they can check on facts like that.”
I stood there, breathing hard. He was right. It had been stupid of me to lie to the police about something so basic.
“Look, Caroline was like a daughter to me. But you’re my flesh and blood. I want to help you if I can. Just tell me the truth. Were you seeing another woman? No judgments, son. I just think it’s better if I know what we’re dealing with.”
There was menace swimming under his words, circling like a shark. I had seen another woman, but not in the salacious way my father meant.
“I don’t need help,” I said.
“Maybe you don’t. But I’m here for you, son. I hope you know that.”
He said it so kindly. If anyone had been listening, they would’ve given him a father-of-the-year medal. But I’d accepted his help before, and I knew that he always expected an exponential return on whatever he gave. If he had his way, I’d quit my work and rejoin him at the company; he’d made it clear, many times, that was his dream for me. I’d tried to work in the family business and had only proven to myself that I didn’t want to be involved.
“I should go,” I said.
“Theo, I saw your hand.”
I glanced at my left hand, which I’d thrust into candle flames at the church. The palm was red and blistered, but I wasn’t in any mood to explain.
“I noticed it the day Caroline died,” my father added. That got my attention. He wasn’t talking about the burn, but the cut on my right hand. It hadn’t been a deliberate injury.
“What about it?” I asked. It was mostly healed up, though still discolored.
“There was broken wood and glass at your house,” he said. “Don’t worry, I cleaned it up. But Theo . . . there was some blood.”
I wasn’t about to tell him the truth about what had happened. “I’ve been having nightmares again,” I said quickly.