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Chapters (61)
  1. TITLE PAGE
  2. COPYRIGHT PAGE
  3. DEDICATION
  4. PART ONE
  5. CHAPTER 1 DEIRDRE
  6. CHAPTER 2 DEIRDRE
  7. CHAPTER 3 DEIRDRE
  8. CHAPTER 4 THEO
  9. CHAPTER 5 DEIRDRE
  10. CHAPTER 6 DEIRDRE
  11. CHAPTER 7 DEIRDRE
  12. CHAPTER 8 DEIRDRE
  13. CHAPTER 9 DEIRDRE
  14. CHAPTER 10 THEO
  15. CHAPTER 11 THEO
  16. CHAPTER 12 DEIRDRE
  17. CHAPTER 13 DEIRDRE
  18. CHAPTER 14 DEIRDRE
  19. CHAPTER 15 THEO
  20. CHAPTER 16 DEIRDRE
  21. CHAPTER 17 THEO
  22. CHAPTER 18 DEIRDRE
  23. CHAPTER 19 THEO
  24. CHAPTER 20 DEIRDRE
  25. PART TWO
  26. CHAPTER 21 DEIRDRE
  27. CHAPTER 22 THEO
  28. CHAPTER 23 DEIRDRE
  29. CHAPTER 24 DEIRDRE
  30. CHAPTER 25 THEO
  31. CHAPTER 26 DEIRDRE
  32. CHAPTER 27 DEIRDRE
  33. CHAPTER 28 THEO
  34. CHAPTER 29 DEIRDRE
  35. CHAPTER 30 THEO
  36. CHAPTER 31 DEIRDRE
  37. CHAPTER 32 DEIRDRE
  38. CHAPTER 33 DEIRDRE
  39. CHAPTER 34 THEO
  40. CHAPTER 35 DEIRDRE
  41. CHAPTER 36 DEIRDRE
  42. CHAPTER 37 THEO
  43. PART THREE
  44. CHAPTER 38 DEIRDRE
  45. CHAPTER 39 DEIRDRE
  46. CHAPTER 40 THEO
  47. CHAPTER 41 DEIRDRE
  48. CHAPTER 42 THEO
  49. CHAPTER 43 DEIRDRE
  50. CHAPTER 44 DEIRDRE
  51. CHAPTER 45 THEO
  52. CHAPTER 46 DEIRDRE
  53. CHAPTER 47 THEO
  54. CHAPTER 48 THEO
  55. CHAPTER 49 DEIRDRE
  56. CHAPTER 50 DEIRDRE
  57. CHAPTER 51 THEO
  58. CHAPTER 52 THEO
  59. CHAPTER 53 DEIRDRE
  60. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  61. ABOUT THE AUTHOR

It was a grand place for a man who’d inherited a motel chain that stretched across America and turned it into a global luxury hotel brand. At one end was a dark wood desk as immobile as a bank vault, elaborately carved with lion heads and claws and intertwined flowers. The desk chair was carved wood as well, but lacquered and gilded so the winged goddesses that formed the armrests looked ready to take flight. Still, they couldn’t match the grandeur of the pair of ancient terra-cotta rams guarding a cabinet by the window; they were at least thirty-five hundred years old and obviously belonged behind glass in a museum.

“You haven’t set foot in this office in a year,” my father grumbled. “And when you stop by, you go see your sister but not me? What has Juliet ever done for you?”

“She’s made me completely miserable,” I admitted. “But I needed to talk to her about Caroline.”

“Juliet’s the last person I’d ask about her. She was like a scorpion with a kitten.”

“She told Caroline about Mirelle,” I said quietly.

I expected him to be furious. My father had a strict code about family secrets, and Juliet had violated his cardinal rule. But he appeared deflated, resting his elbows on the desk and cradling his head in his hands for a moment. “I knew it had to be either Juliet or Ursula.”

“You knew?” I asked, stepping closer. “Why didn’t you tell me?”

“I’m sorry, son. I was hoping things would work out between you and Caroline. I didn’t want to meddle.” He sighed. “Caroline asked me about your first wife. She was upset, but she wouldn’t tell me how she found out.”

“What did you say?”

“That it was a mistake, that it wasn’t a legal marriage. I thought that was what she was upset about. I was wrong. She asked me how the girl died.”

I felt as if I were trapped in a vat of acid; I was burning up, inside and out. “You told her?”

“I said drugs were involved, that you were high when it happened. I tried to be vague about details.” His head drooped, as if his neck had just decided to quit its job. “Don’t hate me. I ended up giving her a version of the truth, because I didn’t know what else to do.”

“What version?”

“I told her you’d gone through a terrible time when you were a student in Berlin. She already knew about the drugs. I think she knew you used to self-harm.” He glanced at me, as if for confirmation; I nodded. “I told her you got involved with a terrible woman who made everything worse. And that one night, you were playing some kind of . . . uh, game . . . together, and she died.”