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Chapters (61)
  1. TITLE PAGE
  2. COPYRIGHT PAGE
  3. DEDICATION
  4. PART ONE
  5. CHAPTER 1 DEIRDRE
  6. CHAPTER 2 DEIRDRE
  7. CHAPTER 3 DEIRDRE
  8. CHAPTER 4 THEO
  9. CHAPTER 5 DEIRDRE
  10. CHAPTER 6 DEIRDRE
  11. CHAPTER 7 DEIRDRE
  12. CHAPTER 8 DEIRDRE
  13. CHAPTER 9 DEIRDRE
  14. CHAPTER 10 THEO
  15. CHAPTER 11 THEO
  16. CHAPTER 12 DEIRDRE
  17. CHAPTER 13 DEIRDRE
  18. CHAPTER 14 DEIRDRE
  19. CHAPTER 15 THEO
  20. CHAPTER 16 DEIRDRE
  21. CHAPTER 17 THEO
  22. CHAPTER 18 DEIRDRE
  23. CHAPTER 19 THEO
  24. CHAPTER 20 DEIRDRE
  25. PART TWO
  26. CHAPTER 21 DEIRDRE
  27. CHAPTER 22 THEO
  28. CHAPTER 23 DEIRDRE
  29. CHAPTER 24 DEIRDRE
  30. CHAPTER 25 THEO
  31. CHAPTER 26 DEIRDRE
  32. CHAPTER 27 DEIRDRE
  33. CHAPTER 28 THEO
  34. CHAPTER 29 DEIRDRE
  35. CHAPTER 30 THEO
  36. CHAPTER 31 DEIRDRE
  37. CHAPTER 32 DEIRDRE
  38. CHAPTER 33 DEIRDRE
  39. CHAPTER 34 THEO
  40. CHAPTER 35 DEIRDRE
  41. CHAPTER 36 DEIRDRE
  42. CHAPTER 37 THEO
  43. PART THREE
  44. CHAPTER 38 DEIRDRE
  45. CHAPTER 39 DEIRDRE
  46. CHAPTER 40 THEO
  47. CHAPTER 41 DEIRDRE
  48. CHAPTER 42 THEO
  49. CHAPTER 43 DEIRDRE
  50. CHAPTER 44 DEIRDRE
  51. CHAPTER 45 THEO
  52. CHAPTER 46 DEIRDRE
  53. CHAPTER 47 THEO
  54. CHAPTER 48 THEO
  55. CHAPTER 49 DEIRDRE
  56. CHAPTER 50 DEIRDRE
  57. CHAPTER 51 THEO
  58. CHAPTER 52 THEO
  59. CHAPTER 53 DEIRDRE
  60. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  61. ABOUT THE AUTHOR

Perhaps it’s not surprising that Thraxton is such a high achiever at a young age—his mother, Penelope Archer, a legend of the London stage, won her first Laurence Olivier Award when she was eighteen for her starring role in Romeo and Juliet, and his father, Theodore Senior, famously bought his first luxury hotel with cash he won at a roulette table in Monte Carlo. “I come from a dramatic family,” Theo admits. Asked about his own drama, he demurs. “The most dramatic episode of my life was when I was three years old and fell into the tiger enclosure at the Berlin Zoo,” he says. “I’m lucky to be alive, even with all the scars. Drama, I can do without. I’d just like to do some good in the world.”

I read the piece over twice. Other articles mentioned Theo, but they were boring business stories about Thraxton International’s global expansion. More recently, pieces quoted him on issues like the campaign to return the Elgin Marbles to Greece. None of it was personal. I found a New York Times “Vows” column about Caro and Theo’s wedding, but I couldn’t bring myself to click on it just then. There were a couple of tabloid photos of the two of them together at charity balls, and then several of Caro splendidly dressed, but always alone. “Socialite Caroline Thraxton Chairs First Annual Gala for Domestic Violence Charity” popped up, and I noticed the byline belonged to Abby Morel, the reporter who’d tackled me at the church. I scanned it, but it was mostly pictures of rich people in fancy clothes. The charity in question was the Diotima Civic Society. It had come up the last time I’d argued with Caro—maybe a year ago—about how she’d become a corporate drone.

You always wanted to be a journalist, I’d said. So why are you stuck doing publicity for a hotel chain?

I was a journalist for a while, and it was terrible, Caro had answered. I got to write puff pieces under my own byline, or work like hell for someone else’s byline and let them take credit. In both cases, I worked for peanuts.

But journalism was your dream.

It was, but a lot’s changed since then. Caro didn’t make a direct reference to the years we’d lost touch, but that floated between us uneasily. I’m doing more good now than I ever did as a journalist. Diotima wouldn’t be able to do their amazing work without funding.

That’s great for now, I’d snarked, but the hotel chain probably won’t survive the pandemic.

Caro had smiled at that. You’d be surprised how well it’s doing.