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Chapters (61)
  1. TITLE PAGE
  2. COPYRIGHT PAGE
  3. DEDICATION
  4. PART ONE
  5. CHAPTER 1 DEIRDRE
  6. CHAPTER 2 DEIRDRE
  7. CHAPTER 3 DEIRDRE
  8. CHAPTER 4 THEO
  9. CHAPTER 5 DEIRDRE
  10. CHAPTER 6 DEIRDRE
  11. CHAPTER 7 DEIRDRE
  12. CHAPTER 8 DEIRDRE
  13. CHAPTER 9 DEIRDRE
  14. CHAPTER 10 THEO
  15. CHAPTER 11 THEO
  16. CHAPTER 12 DEIRDRE
  17. CHAPTER 13 DEIRDRE
  18. CHAPTER 14 DEIRDRE
  19. CHAPTER 15 THEO
  20. CHAPTER 16 DEIRDRE
  21. CHAPTER 17 THEO
  22. CHAPTER 18 DEIRDRE
  23. CHAPTER 19 THEO
  24. CHAPTER 20 DEIRDRE
  25. PART TWO
  26. CHAPTER 21 DEIRDRE
  27. CHAPTER 22 THEO
  28. CHAPTER 23 DEIRDRE
  29. CHAPTER 24 DEIRDRE
  30. CHAPTER 25 THEO
  31. CHAPTER 26 DEIRDRE
  32. CHAPTER 27 DEIRDRE
  33. CHAPTER 28 THEO
  34. CHAPTER 29 DEIRDRE
  35. CHAPTER 30 THEO
  36. CHAPTER 31 DEIRDRE
  37. CHAPTER 32 DEIRDRE
  38. CHAPTER 33 DEIRDRE
  39. CHAPTER 34 THEO
  40. CHAPTER 35 DEIRDRE
  41. CHAPTER 36 DEIRDRE
  42. CHAPTER 37 THEO
  43. PART THREE
  44. CHAPTER 38 DEIRDRE
  45. CHAPTER 39 DEIRDRE
  46. CHAPTER 40 THEO
  47. CHAPTER 41 DEIRDRE
  48. CHAPTER 42 THEO
  49. CHAPTER 43 DEIRDRE
  50. CHAPTER 44 DEIRDRE
  51. CHAPTER 45 THEO
  52. CHAPTER 46 DEIRDRE
  53. CHAPTER 47 THEO
  54. CHAPTER 48 THEO
  55. CHAPTER 49 DEIRDRE
  56. CHAPTER 50 DEIRDRE
  57. CHAPTER 51 THEO
  58. CHAPTER 52 THEO
  59. CHAPTER 53 DEIRDRE
  60. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  61. ABOUT THE AUTHOR

“What the hell happened to your hand?” I asked.

He froze for a nanosecond before turning it over, out of view. “It must’ve happened when I hit that creep bothering Teddy.”

In that moment, I knew Theo was lying to me. His knuckles were a little dinged up, but that didn’t explain the scarlet wound on his palm. There was an uncomfortable moment when I couldn’t help but stare, examining an old scar slithering under his French cuff. I could only catch the edge of it, but it was enough to remind me of the profile my sister had written about him. That was how they’d met in the first place. The article had a weird little anecdote in it about how Theo had been mauled by a zoo animal—a lion or a tiger—as a child. I made a mental note to look it up as soon as I could.

In the meantime, I had questions, but I didn’t know where to start. “That was a good service this morning,” I ventured.

“Really?” He frowned. “You thought so?”

“No, I hated it. But Caro would’ve appreciated it.”

Theo sighed. “That was what my father thought. He planned every last detail.”

“How was lunch?”

“It was like a circle of Dante’s hell but with worse company. My father arranged for religieuses au chocolat for dessert,” he said, referring to a tiered eclair that I couldn’t imagine anyone but Caro liking. “Caroline’s favorite. It was horrible.”

“I’m glad I skipped it.”

“It was surreal to sit there and watch a roomful of people having a wonderful time. This was just another party for them.” He stared out the window.

“I don’t know how Caro tolerated people like that.” In that moment I remembered why I’d always liked Theo: we bonded over our shared misanthropy. “Was my father there?”

“He was.” He turned his head toward me. “Was that why you didn’t come?”

I shrugged. “Part of it.”

“Even now, you two aren’t speaking?” Theo asked.

I shook my head. “Nope.”

“I haven’t spoken to my father much in the past couple of years,” Theo said. “But since Caroline died, I’ve been pulled back into his orbit.”

“Why did you and your dad stop speaking?”

“He hasn’t forgiven me for leaving the family business,” Theo said. “He still calls it ‘abandonment.’ What about you?”

I really didn’t want to get into it, especially right then. “My father and I never got along.” That wasn’t exactly the truth, but it would do for now.

“You didn’t move out of your parents’ house at fifteen because of that,” Theo said. “It was his drinking, wasn’t it?”

“Caro told you about that?”

“I know he was abusive,” Theo said. “Not to you or Caroline—at least, not according to Caroline. But toward your mother.”