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Chapters (61)
  1. TITLE PAGE
  2. COPYRIGHT PAGE
  3. DEDICATION
  4. PART ONE
  5. CHAPTER 1 DEIRDRE
  6. CHAPTER 2 DEIRDRE
  7. CHAPTER 3 DEIRDRE
  8. CHAPTER 4 THEO
  9. CHAPTER 5 DEIRDRE
  10. CHAPTER 6 DEIRDRE
  11. CHAPTER 7 DEIRDRE
  12. CHAPTER 8 DEIRDRE
  13. CHAPTER 9 DEIRDRE
  14. CHAPTER 10 THEO
  15. CHAPTER 11 THEO
  16. CHAPTER 12 DEIRDRE
  17. CHAPTER 13 DEIRDRE
  18. CHAPTER 14 DEIRDRE
  19. CHAPTER 15 THEO
  20. CHAPTER 16 DEIRDRE
  21. CHAPTER 17 THEO
  22. CHAPTER 18 DEIRDRE
  23. CHAPTER 19 THEO
  24. CHAPTER 20 DEIRDRE
  25. PART TWO
  26. CHAPTER 21 DEIRDRE
  27. CHAPTER 22 THEO
  28. CHAPTER 23 DEIRDRE
  29. CHAPTER 24 DEIRDRE
  30. CHAPTER 25 THEO
  31. CHAPTER 26 DEIRDRE
  32. CHAPTER 27 DEIRDRE
  33. CHAPTER 28 THEO
  34. CHAPTER 29 DEIRDRE
  35. CHAPTER 30 THEO
  36. CHAPTER 31 DEIRDRE
  37. CHAPTER 32 DEIRDRE
  38. CHAPTER 33 DEIRDRE
  39. CHAPTER 34 THEO
  40. CHAPTER 35 DEIRDRE
  41. CHAPTER 36 DEIRDRE
  42. CHAPTER 37 THEO
  43. PART THREE
  44. CHAPTER 38 DEIRDRE
  45. CHAPTER 39 DEIRDRE
  46. CHAPTER 40 THEO
  47. CHAPTER 41 DEIRDRE
  48. CHAPTER 42 THEO
  49. CHAPTER 43 DEIRDRE
  50. CHAPTER 44 DEIRDRE
  51. CHAPTER 45 THEO
  52. CHAPTER 46 DEIRDRE
  53. CHAPTER 47 THEO
  54. CHAPTER 48 THEO
  55. CHAPTER 49 DEIRDRE
  56. CHAPTER 50 DEIRDRE
  57. CHAPTER 51 THEO
  58. CHAPTER 52 THEO
  59. CHAPTER 53 DEIRDRE
  60. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  61. ABOUT THE AUTHOR

I was ransacking my sister’s room like a clumsy novice thief. There was no diary, of course. Nothing was ever that easy. But it wasn’t a challenge to plunder her cavernous walk-in closet with its ball gown wardrobe. I found a Bible under a shoe shelf. Inside were slips of paper. I grabbed them like winning lottery tickets. In my family, if it was important, it went into the Bible. The one on top was a gold-banded white card written in elegant cursive:

“The glamour of inexperience is over your eyes,” Mr. Rochester answered; “and you see it through a charmed medium: you cannot discern that the gilding is slime and the silk draperies cobwebs; that the marble is sordid slate, and the polished woods mere refuse chips and scaly bark.”

By making the choice to stay you are participating in a crime.

I recognized the quotation from Jane Eyre, because my sister had forced me to read that book. The line underneath it was what took my breath away. It was unsigned and undated, but I assumed it had to have been from Theo. The spreadsheets Caro had sent me made it clear something was wrong with the family business. Ben had told me the Thraxtons were laundering money. Was that what Theo meant by a crime? Was he the only person in the family who wasn’t involved?

“You looking for it, Auntie Dee?” Teddy called out.

“For what?”

“The hiding place.”

“Mama had a hiding place?”

I set the Bible back in place and realized there was a small leather box behind it. Cartier was embossed on top, and inside was a pair of platinum earrings, panther faces glittering with diamonds, each with slitted emerald eyes that looked surprisingly fierce. A small strip of paper, no larger than a fortune cookie message, was tucked inside. The handwriting was different from the other note, cramped and spidery:

Caroline, I know you hate extravagance, but I couldn’t resist. I am so proud of you and everything you’ve accomplished. Our family’s luckiest day was the one when you joined us. Ever fondly, Theodore

Teddy bounded into the closet, and I instinctively snapped the box shut and shoved it back on the shelf. “You find it?”

I looked around. Amid the dresses and shoes and hatboxes, I wondered if there was a secret alcove. “Where?”

“There.” He pointed at the chest of drawers in the closet.

“In the drawer?”

“No.” Teddy sounded exasperated. “Behind it.”

The chest of drawers seemed too heavy to move. “I don’t understand, Teddy.”

“Pull it.” He reached for the top drawer but was too tiny to reach it. “Pull.”

I pulled it open.

“All the way,” Teddy said.

I slid the drawer out.

“See?” Teddy said.

I peered inside. There was no back on the chest of drawers. Instead, I saw a wall safe.