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Chapters (61)
  1. TITLE PAGE
  2. COPYRIGHT PAGE
  3. DEDICATION
  4. PART ONE
  5. CHAPTER 1 DEIRDRE
  6. CHAPTER 2 DEIRDRE
  7. CHAPTER 3 DEIRDRE
  8. CHAPTER 4 THEO
  9. CHAPTER 5 DEIRDRE
  10. CHAPTER 6 DEIRDRE
  11. CHAPTER 7 DEIRDRE
  12. CHAPTER 8 DEIRDRE
  13. CHAPTER 9 DEIRDRE
  14. CHAPTER 10 THEO
  15. CHAPTER 11 THEO
  16. CHAPTER 12 DEIRDRE
  17. CHAPTER 13 DEIRDRE
  18. CHAPTER 14 DEIRDRE
  19. CHAPTER 15 THEO
  20. CHAPTER 16 DEIRDRE
  21. CHAPTER 17 THEO
  22. CHAPTER 18 DEIRDRE
  23. CHAPTER 19 THEO
  24. CHAPTER 20 DEIRDRE
  25. PART TWO
  26. CHAPTER 21 DEIRDRE
  27. CHAPTER 22 THEO
  28. CHAPTER 23 DEIRDRE
  29. CHAPTER 24 DEIRDRE
  30. CHAPTER 25 THEO
  31. CHAPTER 26 DEIRDRE
  32. CHAPTER 27 DEIRDRE
  33. CHAPTER 28 THEO
  34. CHAPTER 29 DEIRDRE
  35. CHAPTER 30 THEO
  36. CHAPTER 31 DEIRDRE
  37. CHAPTER 32 DEIRDRE
  38. CHAPTER 33 DEIRDRE
  39. CHAPTER 34 THEO
  40. CHAPTER 35 DEIRDRE
  41. CHAPTER 36 DEIRDRE
  42. CHAPTER 37 THEO
  43. PART THREE
  44. CHAPTER 38 DEIRDRE
  45. CHAPTER 39 DEIRDRE
  46. CHAPTER 40 THEO
  47. CHAPTER 41 DEIRDRE
  48. CHAPTER 42 THEO
  49. CHAPTER 43 DEIRDRE
  50. CHAPTER 44 DEIRDRE
  51. CHAPTER 45 THEO
  52. CHAPTER 46 DEIRDRE
  53. CHAPTER 47 THEO
  54. CHAPTER 48 THEO
  55. CHAPTER 49 DEIRDRE
  56. CHAPTER 50 DEIRDRE
  57. CHAPTER 51 THEO
  58. CHAPTER 52 THEO
  59. CHAPTER 53 DEIRDRE
  60. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  61. ABOUT THE AUTHOR

The smile faded. He wiped his hands on a rag he pulled out of his overalls. It seemed to hold all his attention. “I can’t think when that was. We never used email much.” His Irish accent was strong, as if he’d just come over from Belfast. Thirty-plus years of living in Queens hadn’t softened it at all.

“I know you got a message from Caro the day of her funeral,” I said. “I have to see it.”

He frowned at me, his eyes squinting in concentration as if taking in a problem he could never solve. “How could she email after she died?” He got to his feet.

“She used a service called . . . never mind. Caroline set up some messages to go out in case she died. I got one. You did too.”

“I don’t have much use for that internet nonsense. But I can check.” He tossed the rag on the ground and turned on his heel.

We went through a door that led to a small room at the side of the building. His office was exactly the way I remembered it. There was a small plywood desk and a pair of towering bookcases he’d cobbled together himself. His computer was an ancient beige plastic desktop. It actually screeched when he started it, like a pterodactyl was hiding inside.

“This might take a minute,” he muttered, putting on his reading glasses.

On the wall was a framed portrait of my mother on her wedding day. Underneath it was a shadow box with a single red rose. I recognized it immediately. It was one of the flowers that had topped my mother’s coffin. My mother had died of cancer just before Teddy was born. I couldn’t blame my father for that. But I hated him for everything else.

“Okay, it’s fired up,” he said.

I edged around the desk so I could see his screen. “Go to your email.”

Another minute ticked by while his Hotmail account loaded.

“You still use that?” I asked.

“Why not? It works.”

There was nothing from Osiris’s Vault in his inbox. True to his minimalist spirit, my father had only a dozen emails in the folder, so it wasn’t hard to tell. “Check your spam,” I said.

He clicked on that folder. It was empty.

“You must have another email address.”

“This is the only one.” He made a startled yelp. “Hold on, there’s another for the business. Let me try that.”

I waited, staring at the walls because it took him forever to log in. “Sorry, I don’t usually use this account,” he said. I ignored him, examining the framed photographs on his desk. There was one of our family together when I was a toddler and Caro was six, and another of my sister and me hugging.

“Did you put these photos up because Caro died?” I asked him.

“No, they’ve been there awhile now.”